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Hello, Im cool, funky. People may think Im self-praising but thats what normally cool people do :D and mind you, if you do see my name at people tagboard, spamming, sorry, thats not me. I own a wonderful life and pretty handsoma friends linger around me. Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Monday, July 27, 2009, 1:39 AM
Heyhey..

HAPPY BIRTHE ADQ JEPON..!! SORRY IF I'M NOT IN SCHOOL TUH CELEBRATE WITH U TODAY.. ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING, GOOD LUCK FOR COMING EXAMS..!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF OKAY..!! ;P

Okay, i'm at home lying on my bed.. I'm sick, i'm having flu n a very bad headache.. Thought i want go school but my head is very pain.. I dont know why i get sick now n dhen.. Is it because I'm stress with my studies or am i stress just thinking of this bloody stupid problem..?!! Maybe i'm stress with both.. I just dont know what tuh do now.. Tml is the day for me tuh meet him n settle everything.. Just now i called my bestie, if she talk tuh him weady.. She sounded sad uh.. She said that he treat her so badly just now.. She talk tuh him crying.. I should have been by her side n comfort her.. But i was sick at home.. I know she will understand.. :D Heard from bestie that he asked her why she dont want n move on.. I thought he would understand her as he is her bestie.. Bestie should know each other well. But i guess he dont understand her.. My bestie is the type who will wait for that someone if she love him alot.. I know she is trying her damn best tuh get over him.. She is been distracted by this problem until her art haven finish.. I pity her cause why must guys treat her so badly.. Hope that one day she found a guy that would love for what she is until her last breath.. N would be the happiest person in this world.. =]

Now i've been thiking very hard not tuh fight with him.. I want him tuh know how hurt am i with those words he said tuh me.. He should've had said those words tuh me.. I know i called his gf a BIATCH but still he can't come in tuh this matter between me n IRENE..!! IDC if he is her bf but its between me n her ONLY..!! Its damn not fair if her would come in tuh the problem.. Its not that i did something wrong with him.. After he said i'm a " STUPID TOMBOY FAGGOT " , my heart sank down tuh the bottom.. So what if i'm rough n all, i feel like killing u tml but as i think back, its no use.. He have say it weady.. If he thinks that he can come in tuh this problem, i also can called my bf.. Dont think tat i dont hab.. My bf love me for what i am.. He nvr hurt my feeling with those FUCKING words.. My parents also never did ever said that hurtful words.. I was just being myself.. I not a FUCKING wrong tuh be myself right..??!! Whats the matter with you actually..??!! Shit i'm getting very angry now.. I'm so gonna say what's in my mind tuh u tml.. I'll say everything.. After i finish i would just go n i would just hate you n her more then ever..!! FYI, you should know her better before you go on with her..!! You r just making a big big big mistake..!!

Bestie hope that tml u would help me control my anger.. If i would have the chance tuh slap him i will.. But i will do that if i really can't control my anger.. I just wanna him tuh know how hurt is my feelings ryte now.. I still can't forget wadeva he had said tuh me.. It keep replaying in my ears since the day u told me.. Yallah, please help me out from this problem.. I just dont know why every year, this will happen tuh me.. Hate this thing happening in my life.. As Cammie said tuh me, " You're not useless alright, nobody is. Mistakes in our lives are pretty common, cause we're not perfect, but not useless. Everyone is special in their own way. There isn't a need to bother so much about what people think and say about you. Just be yourself. It isn't wrong to be yourself. Yes, things might hurt at first, but just take it easy. Don't take things to heart. Look, you got to be strong to overcome all these. You can't possibly let this bring you down right? Stay strong. An advice for you, forgive&forget. (: " . Thanks for advising me Cammie.. I tried my best tuh forgive n forget but the thing is my heart is still sore.. If he can stubborn i also can stubborn.. I will not say SORRY tuh IRENE, until he say SORRY first.. I want it to be sincerely not u have been force from someone..!!

If i had tuh cry infront of him tuh tell him how hurt my heart is, i will.. If he still stubborn, FORGET IT uh..!! I'll just walked away..!! Dah larh, my mood now is not that fucking good.. HAix... This post is really from what i feels right now.. Take care readers..

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo



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