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Hello, Im cool, funky. People may think Im self-praising but thats what normally cool people do :D and mind you, if you do see my name at people tagboard, spamming, sorry, thats not me. I own a wonderful life and pretty handsoma friends linger around me. Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Bad luck day..!!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 7:06 AM

Heyhey..
Wake up, blablabla, meet jia wei at his blok then walk to mac.. Meet Noraa, Fatin and the rest.. Eat, blablabla, time check, 8am.. Walked to teksi stand, but no teksi -.- Then walked along pavement, hile Noraa, Fatin and Ira call cab.. Reached school around 8.30am, Nice nice, not late.. Then school like normal.. Then free period like 4.. Study maths, science and geog abit.. Then 10am, go canteen eat uh.. Then go back class, then recess.. Then eat, then maths lesson.. Blablabla... Time fly so fast today, cause i study that's why.. Then free period, sing sing, then talked to Mr. Raj, then bell ring, go home lorh.. But i waited for my fren at pondok like very long.. Then take bus to bp interchange, then go home change clothes.. Apek and Faiz already reached and they waited for me like very the long.. Then went to buy Apek cig, then go Lot buy food, then go hall.. Then eat, play soccer then off me go to Yew Tee point by bike, meet Noraa all, study awhile.. Then finished, i hit the pole cause off trying to be an IDIOT while riding my bike.. Then fall down laughed2, then we walked Noraa to her block then off i went home.. Before that, sit at blok cause tired, then check beg, see my ezlink lost..!! WTF..!! Irritating sia, went back to the place i fall down, don't have, then i was like WTF..!! Then on the way home, BANG..!! Don't wanna tell what happen.. No one is hurt, few little scratches, continued riding.. Then mood not good.. Reached home, kene scold by mummy, nag nag nag.. I quiet only uh, then bathe all, then write this post.. Okay now i no mood so, i wanna stop here..

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Sunday, September 27, 2009, 8:38 AM

Heyhey..
I just come back from Jalan Raya.. Its kinda bored for me cause i have no mood.. Its like firstly, wake up this afternoon, must clean house weady.. Must help mummy wipe the buffet thingy.. Then asked to vacuum house.. Clean my room and etc.. While my sister sleeping in the room.. I was like WTF uh..!! Asked her to wake up but nvr wake up.. IDIOT sia.. -.- Okay after cleaning, tired right, i go in my room and Zzz.. -.-" Mummy wake me up saying we are late weady.. So zoom zoom zoom.. Shower everything then go out house uh.. Blablabla.. Reached aunt house at Geylang, eat then go to cousin house at Segar.. While otw going cousin house, receive msg that make me wanna cry.. But i tahan tahan and tahan.. All the way i kept quiet at cousin house.. Cousin asked what happen i just give a reason saying i'm tired.. Sorry for the lie.. Then go to neighbor house, at neighbor house, do ear candling thingy.. My head felt better, but my heart felt the same.. Went home>bathe>post uh -.- >not sleeping tonight..

I give u 3 days to think properly.. I dont want to separate from u.. U should know why.. Please think properly, my heart is crying.. As i writing this i'm actually crying.. I really really really dont wanna loose u.. Please i beg u.. :'( Please think properly.. Am i not good enough for u..? Did i treat u wrongly..? Did i ever hurt u..? If yes, i'm truly SORRY.. Please dont do this to me.. Please.. Please.. Please.. Take back ur words and i will forget whatever u said to me just now.. I dont want to loose u, yes i want to hold, i dont want to make u sad or make u cry.. Hanya kau di dalam hatiku.. Kau lah segala2 untuk ku.. Your name have been tattooed on my little heart.. Its difficult for me to erased it.. If u dont believe my love towards u is true, cut it open and see it for yourself.. I keep thinking about, i feel very restless, i feel like shouting out loud but its no use cause u wont be able to hear it and i feel like killing myself but as i think back, if i do that the more u will hate me.. Seriously, i hope u will think properly.. I have no mood to write anymore.. Please i beg u not to leave me.. Please..!! :'(

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Monday, September 21, 2009, 6:23 AM
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..!! =]

Heyhey..
Selamat hari raya ppl out there.. Okay its like one day late for me to say Selamat hari raya.. Yesterday i was too tired to post uh.. Okay so, yesterday, my family and i wore blue baju kurung.. We wake up around 9++.. Then get dress.. Then sad moments.!! Jeng jeng jeng..... Actually tk sad uh, no one cried.. We laugh laugh got uh when seek for forgiveness.. =] Then off we go to Aunt house..!! Reached aunt house, salam everyone, then APE LAGI MAKANNN UH..!! =] The food very very the nice..!! YUMMY SIOT..!! Then take photo's and more photo's and more photo's..!! Haiyo, penat siak asyik posing jek..!! Hahahaha... Then go Nek Ru's house, then go tuh idk who's house.. A lot of the house idk who, i just follow my mummy and daddy.. As long get $ can weady uh.. =] Hahahahahhahahahahahhaha.. While waiting at eached house, msg msg with Noraa.. Can go crazy layan dier.. I laugh, i smile, i talked to myself when msging with her..!! I thing i gone crazy uh.. =] Last house is my one and only NENEK..!! Miss dier sgt2 seii.. Okay at her house i sempat sleep awhile.. Tired siol cause never sleep from yesterday.. Okay then the others came, then its lke very crowded and its very stuffy sia.. So went outside with Naiem, my cousin.. More ppl keep coming so i sound my mummy saying go home uh, a lot ppl weady uh, some more i tired.. After that, go home uh.. Reached>Bathe>Otp awhile>ZzzZzz..

Today i wake up around 12 pm.. Damn super tired uh seii.. Mummy wake me up asking me to clean house.. -.- I was like, HUH..??!! CLEAN HOUSE AGAIN..!! -.-" Terpakse wake up andvclean then bathe then eat then watched tv.. Then cousin from daddy side come.. KIMAK..!! My house can collapse sia.. A lot siol ppl..!! Luckily, my house very spacious.. Can fit all.. hahahhaha.. =] Beh camwhore, camwhore and camwhore..!! With my face like what, my baju like wad.. After that, they go home, get dressed, do my hair.. Off we go to Uncle house at Woodands by Cu's car.. Dah larh the car fucking small..!! Lucky all can fit in..!!! -.- Okay reached Uncle house, eat pasta, eat pizza, eat wadever have.. That point of time, i felt like bursting sia.. A lot of food is eaten by the MONSTER..!! HAhahaha.. -.- Then went to Cu's house.. Lucky there never eat anything..!! My stomach can't take in another food sia.. At Cu's house, i really really miss someone..!! Never msg me, i msg never reply.. :( Okay then Cu, start giving away stuff he don't want.. Then go to Obek house few block's away from my house.. When at Obek house, i msg that someone.. Finally, reply me.. Msg msg until i reached home.. Beh that someone say text u ltr.. I was like alright.. Bathe>Posting>Online>Eating soon>ZzzZzz.. =] Okay pictures will be uploaded soon, after i found my USB canle uh.. =] Okay taking care readers.. Love u guys..!! *winkwink*

Love,
.. Handsome ..
xoxo

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Boo..!!
Friday, September 18, 2009, 4:33 AM
Heyhey..

Just finish breaking fast.. Just now reached home around 6+.. Today morning2 jek dah go out.. Go to Nana house, reached there, she still haven wake u.. I was like -.- Then for her to get ready and all, i almost fall asleep sia.. Its like DAMN long sia wait for her.. -.- I close my eyes and here music.. Suddenly, that small kid push my head.. I was like IDIOT uh.. Wanted to chase her but in her room got her cat.. ALAMAK..!! Stupid cat.. Dah la aku takut cat.. Haix.. Then after she get dressed and stuff, off we go to polyclinic.. Walked with her and Arep towards Lot 1 uh.. Then Arep went to meet the rest while Nana and me went polyclinic uh.. Reached polyclinic, walked in the polyclinic with her and her friend Khaleisa.. I don't know how to spell her name uh sorry.. She is such a cutey uh.. =] Okay blablabla, waited for the like 2 damn hours just to see doctor.. -.- Damn it sia.. My butt very pain.. Okay blablabla skip, reached RC, the ppl were already there.. Then it started to rain heavily.. -.- Wanted to play soccer but the floor was wet, its was so damn slippery uh.. I scared fall down so i never play uh.. But the boys, played uh.. They keep falling down, kekek siot.. =] Hehehehehehehehehe..... Then rain still haven stop, so they went to play under the rain.. They asked me to join but idw cause i want to Hari Raya..!! =] Okay skip2... Then went home with EIRWAN, Apek, Sufi and Nabil.. Reached home, clean house, bathe then online uh..

Mohd Eirwan Shah Bin Johar is my sweet and lovely TTM..!! He is soooooo cute.. I really adored his Brown eyes..!! He make me happy all the tyme..!! And today, his mood not good uh.. Idk why.. When i asked he say ntg.. Ape seii.. Sedih seii.. Tk Share.. :( Jgn sad sad okay.. =] I will always be there for u okay.. ;) Eirwan i SYG u alot alot alot..!!! =] Okay dah stop here.. Taking care readers..!!

Love,
.. Handsome ..
xoxo

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 7:17 AM

Firstly, school sucks today.. Secondly, got bad new from mum.. She told my that my late grandfather, brother pass away this morning.. And i'm supper sad.. Thirdly, i thought if i slack with them my sadness will go away but it changes into ANGER..!!

- Ehk jantan tk gune..!! Kau tk perlu siak uat kawan2 kau mcm tuh..!! Kau kate kau sakit ati bab family..!! Asl nak kene bawa2 sampai nak kene pukul2 kawan kau..!! Ehk nak tipu nan si penipu pe..!! Nak peng pun tk tau nak peng cite..!! Dah larh FUCK OFF sia..!! Ngan prangai kau DAYUS, satu pompan pun tak nak kau lurh..!! Kau pikir aku laki pe nak kene ganas2 nan aku..!! Aku pun ader limit uh sial..!! NABE CIBYE..!! Aku dah tk le tahan nan prangai SIAL kau tuh..!! Lau aku laki, Aku dah rembat kau habis2 sia..!! AKu skg sabar sia..!! Ehk LANCHOW, berubah larh prangai kau yg tk betul tuh..!! BIAR TK HANDSOME TAPI JGN PRANGAI KAU MCM SIAL..!! Ehk dah larh, u have just ruin my mood for today..!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH UH..!! Jgn marah lau aku tk layan kau uh..!! TAKE CARE SIOT NAN PRANGAI KAU..!!

Okay i have no mood to continue uh.. Tml die die must settle this bloody problem sia..!! Dah larh off u go to de-stressed myself..!!

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Monday, September 14, 2009, 3:52 AM

Heyhey..
Okay just cme back from cck.. Wait first thing first..

- Ehk pompan.. Kau tk perlu siol satsat uh sial.. Hahahhahaha.. Kau kate perampas.. First thing ehk, kau tau tk makna perampas..? Aku rase kau tk tau kot ape makna perampas.. FYI, perampas tuh maksudnye, kalau kau nan laki tuh beh ade pompan lain dtg and take him away from u, tuh aru maksudnye perampas.. Lau kau suke laki tuh and pompan tuh suke laki tuh jugak while kau and him tk de pape, tuh ukan PERAMPAS benggap..!! Nak kate org perampas tapi tk tau meaningnye.. Rabak rabak.. Huhu.. And its not wrong tuh like the same person ehk.. Btw ehk, aku rase ehk kau tak perlu siol gaduh pasal stakat satu jantan nie.. Mcm tk de laki lain gituh lor.. Nie bukan aku nak tolong Riana ehk, its wad my opinion uh.. Btw, kau kate Riana bi**h, kau alek kau pi cermin muke kau dulu uh.. Kau pikir kau anyak nye bagus uh.. Prangai kau mcm good good jek ehk.. Huhu.. Dengan prangai kau mcm nie ehk aku rase laki tuh pun tak nak kau uh.. But if larh laki tuh nak kau, dah sah laki tuh bute uh.. Hahahaha.. Lau kau nak kate aku siding Riana, go ahead uh but i'm not siding anyone here.. Its just an opinion of mine.. Dah larh, good luck uh ehk.. Take care siot kau..

Okay done.. Hahaha.. Prangai2.. Well its the fact wad.. For wad wanna fight for just 1 bloody guy.. Lau handsome tk pe uh.. Haix.. Okay.. Just now i didn't go school, cause i sort of lazy and not feeling quite well uh.. =] So wake up around 12++, wash face then i continue moving my things to my room.. Finally i got my own room.. Happy happy happy..!! Okay finished, then shower then go out.. Meet Arep all at tree house then go tuh Cck sec.. While waiting, this one bloody rude CID came and screen us.. He scold vulgarities all sia at us.. Stakat wait for friend outside school pun kena scold.. WTF..!! Okay then we bla from there, we went RC uh.. Sit awhile then i went home with Adilah.. Haha.. Text2 with Arep, then start tuh post uh.. Dah i'm tired weady.. I wanna rest my fingers.. =] Take care readers.. =]

Love,
.. Hansome ..
xoxo

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I'm sorry..
Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 10:46 PM
I've been crying every night just thinking of u, kak.. I'm really2 sorry.. I know its a damn fucking wrong thing to do uh.. But its not my choice tuh be like this.. That feeling just came.. But i know i could fight that feeling but i didn't.. I'm very wrong for not fighting back that stupid feeling.. But its not your fault that i become like this.. Kak, seriously its not ur fault.. Its mine..!! If u wanna know why i pretend in front of u..? I pretend cause i don't want things like this tuh happen.. I know u will hate me.. I know u will be upset.. And i know u won't forget what happen.. I'm seriously begging u for ur forgiveness..!! I'm going crazy thinking of this.. I've been not eating well and sleeping well.. My mind is only thinking of this thing.. I can't focus when i'm studying.. I just keep thinking of u.. I'm such an IDIOT person.. Kak, tolong uh.. Adq minta maaf.. Adq tak nak mcm nie.. Adq syg akak sgt2.. Adq tau adq salah but please forgive me uh kak.. Adq janji adq berubah.. Adq janji adq tak akan buat lagi.. Adq janji tak akan uat kak sedih lagi.. Adq stress sgt2 pikir pasal bende nie.. Ughhh..!!! Akak FORGIVE ME LARH..!! Adq tk le stop nangis..!! Mood adq tk tentu hala skg.. Kejap ok kejap tk.. ADQ STRESS..!!! Adq SORRY..!! PLEASE UH KAK, FORGIVE ME..!! I"M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY..!!

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009, 5:18 AM
Hey hey..

Its kinda very long i never update so here goes..
I currently having my N levels.. And its sucks to the core.. Today i had my Social Studies paper.. And i can't finish my Source Base sia.. Damn uh..!! I'm totally sad now and fucking stress.. First now for my love sucks and guys can go suck dick.. Hate them a lot a lot..!! They just think of themselves and not thinking of others.. And i kinda miss my late Grandpa.. Miss him a lot a lot.. His my laughing gas.. Now his gone i feel lonely at home.. I've not been eating well same goes as my sleep.. I will get sleepy frequently and my eye bags are getting bigger.. I'm tired, I'm scared all the feeling come together one go.. I'm totally stress up here.. I'm missing u so much..

Yesterday, i went out with few of my beloved friends.. Nora, Ifa, Achel, Fatin, Ira boinboin, Jia wei and Alson.. We went to Woodlands library to study.. I bring my Social studies.. But end up at the library, okay maybe we study abit uh but we keep laughing sia.. Then we get scolded a lot of time and i feel paise uh.. Then something happen.. I was kinda fed up but i can't simply force that someone not to meet P.. I'm only a friend of that someone.. So i went kfc buy food for my lil sister for break fast.. Then we teman Jia Wei buy friendship band for his friend.. Help him choose and then we went down to the Burger King.. Saw P, was shock n shocking a lot.. Hahhahahaa.. Then, they wanted go Jurong Point to break fast.. So i say i wanna send my lil sis her food first, then go JP.. I asked who wants to follow me.. End up Nora and Ifa and Jia wei follow.. But Jia wei never follow until my house.. I asked him go home meet his friends.. So left Nora, Ifa and me uh.. Send food come down back then waited for 187 bus.. At that point of time, Nora and Ifa is piss off with the others.. Before the bus came, we laugh and laugh and take pics and laugh again.. Nora with her favourite word ' aaauuzzzubbillaah '.. Hahahaha.. Bus came, boarded bus.. At first never saw the others in the bus.. When suddenly i saw them, so call ' hugging '.. Ughh.. Heart pain.. So went to tell Nora that the rest is at the back of the bus.. She say where got.. Then she saw uh.. We break fast in the bus cause haven reached JP break fast time reached weady.. Hahaha.. My english sucks so dont mind please.. We eat Pokki Pokki.. Hahaha.. Reached JP went to banquet and eat lorh.. I didn't order anything cause mood for eating was not there.. So treat those two crazy mad girls drink.. Nora seriously u eat DAMN slow..!! Hahahaha.. Then her eating place like garang guni sia.. Messy nak mampos..!! Hahaha.. Finish eating, meet the rest outside JP.. Talk things out.. Then P look2 at me.. I just ignore and do my own stuff.. Went to interchange, all went to Bpp except for Ifa.. :( She need to go grandmother house.. In the bus no mood.. Look out window and termenung..!! Hahaha.. Reached Bpp, Nora treat me oreo mcflury, Yum yum and yummy..!! Then go home..!! Bathe then msg msg Nora and fall asleep..

To that someone,
I know I'm not good or sincere enough for u.. But u need to know that i really love u and i treasure the moment we had spent together.. Missing the laughter that we use to share and the smile u always gave me.. Even though we are not meant to be together, I believe that we had a great friendship.. Hope this friendship would last long till the day I'm gone.. I hope that someone u love could make u happy always.. And i want u to smile all the time like how u use to smile went I'm around.. I'll never ever forget those memories we have made and shared.. I'm sorry if i don't treat u well enough.. I'm sorry i make u feel uncomfortable when I'm with u.. I'm really really truly sorry.. Remember this, I'll be there for u whenever u need someone to talked to, someone who can be your litsening ears, someone who willing to give a shoulder to cry on, someone who can make u smile and most of all someone who can love u the most.. Its a text or a call away just to get me and i'll be there.. Be happy always when I'm not around okay.. =]

To someone who i hurt,
I'm sorry if i hurt your little heart.. I'm sorry for being a MOTHERFUCKER.. I'm sorry for not telling u earlier.. I'm sorry for playing your heart.. I'm sorry if i lie to u.. I'm sorry for not treating u well.. I'm sorry for what i've done to u.. I know u are hurt by my FUCKING attitude.. I know i'm wrong.. I admit it.. But please forgive me for what i've done to u, all this while..

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