My Blog, My Say uh..!!

Went countdown with them , n get HIGH !! Ahaha !!

2010-01-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

SkyKecik & Munn . ;)

2010-01-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

My new look for 2010 !

2009-12-28T20:50:00.000-08:00

Esplanade with them , my kaki gerekz !!

2009-12-22T05:03:00.000-08:00

out with bestie to , MARINA BARAGE !!

2009-12-22T05:00:00.000-08:00

Pit stop at , Seletar Dam !!

2009-12-22T04:55:00.000-08:00

After the night ride outing with them , MAKAN !!

2009-12-22T04:48:00.000-08:00

should i still move on ?

2009-12-12T11:32:00.000-08:00

hey there !

Sorry for the veryveryvery long silence peeps . I'm just kinda busy with stuff . Looking at the time right now , i'm suppose to be asleep but i just can't simply get my eye shut . Hmmm . I guess i just can't stop thinking of u . Okay , maybe before i get started on what's on my mind now , let me tell what i've been doing ytd .

Ytd morning i woke up at around 9+ , cause Kechiyk is coming over my house . I bathe , then make my coffee . Drink up , then on tv . While , watching , i receive a msg from Kechiyk , saying his going out now . Wait for him like for half an hour . Usually if he take bike he will reach my house in 7 minutes time . But today he took the public bus . Okay , skipskipskip . We went out of my house around 1 + , to meet Kechiyk's girl . While , he was with his girl , i was hanging around at cck library . Play the computer . Then when i was out of credits , i went to search for Kechiyk , but instead i saw , Farris n Tina . I asked Tina for 1 stick , then i smoke uh . Okay , skip to where Kechiyk meet at cck control station . After meeting him , off we go to Marina Barrage ! Reached there , before going in , we buy water first . Then we went in . The place awesome siaa . The weather was hot but yet windy . We CAMWHORE , more CAMWHORE n more CAMWHORE ! [pictures will be upload soon , after i gett all the picture] After tired , camwhoring , we went to Vivo City . Walkwalk , we suppose to find a spot to sit around . But instead , we just walkwalk . -.- It was crowded like WOW ! Okay , then saw Evon , my old work mate . Then we went to ToyRus , saw syuk . Then walkwalk , then i feel very bored . So i say to Kechiyk , lets meet your sister n the rest at Bugis uh . At first he don't want , but after a awhile , he agreed . So we take 61 to Bugis . Reached Bugis , we went to mac , bought Kechiyk his Double Cheese Burger . Went outside n eat . While eating , Chickies were like WOW ! ALOT siaa . Haha ! Okay , Kechiyk wash eye jek . Then , we went up to the movie place . Wait for , Munn , Chubb n Mai , for like half an hour . This whole day , i've been called STUPID ! Idk why . Sad is a , yes , but i don't take it to the heart though . Walk to Bugis , then kene screen . Like WTF ! -.- Lucky , Munn hide the cigg weady siaa . One thing i don't like about the policeman is that , 1 is so filrty , 1 is so the FUCKING KEREK n the other 1 he don't talk much . After the screen , we walk to Pennisula . But upon reaching Penni , Chubb say just go Esplanade . Okay , we go Esplanade . Slack there , n of course CAMWHORE ! ;) Then its , time for an end of the day for me . I got to reached home by 11 , but instead i reached at 12.30 . Munn , Chubb , Kechiyk n Mai , went to meet Iswandy n Ham at Henderson Wave . They ton there . They asked me to tagged along but , i can't , due to Mum . But i have funn overall . Thanks you guys . ;)
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Friends will come n friends will go .
The season change n it will show .
I will age so will you ,
But our friendship will stay strong n true ...
PROMISE ME, No matter where life takes us We'll always be friends .

even though u say such words , i know u don't mean it , u're just trying to make me forget u . i've been thinking deep of forgetting u , but u make me fall back again for u . its been a week that i've been sleeping late . i just can't simply stop thinking of u . i just can't stop loving u . everytime i think of u , my tear just roll down . i keep on asking myself , "should i or should i not , move on ?" its very hard for me just to forget u , just like that . after those memories we've made . those laughter's we shared n those tears we shared . i know that u say i'm irritating , i know u say u jelak see my face . i'm hurt with those thing u said to me . i've been very patient loving u , i've been treating u very good . but when i knew u say i'm irritating , my heart sank siaa . i've been telling u pe , if u don't like my attitude , tell me . don't make me like this uh . u know , how hurt am i . my love for u is true , my dear . why won't u just realize that i'm the one , who have been there for u always , cared for u n who have been patiently loving u . when u were sick , i was there to give u those medicine . when u were down , i was there to be ur crying shoulder . when u were happy , i was there to share laughter with u . when u need help , i'm prepared to help u . DON'T U REALIZE ALL THAT ?!! n all u say that i'm irritating . i just don't bloody get it siaa . when i want to forget u , u were so nice to me . then when i dont wanna forget u , u treat me so badly . why are u making me like this ? seriously , what's ur motive ? i've never love someone so much like this before . i just can go crazy without u . i simply can't afford t loose u , cause u have made me fallen deeply in love with u . Baby , please don't make me CONFUSE like this . Please ! okay , i'll stop here cause i don't wanna wet my lappie more .

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2009-11-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

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2009-11-29T07:23:00.000-08:00

Pictures only..!!

2009-11-29T07:22:00.000-08:00

why does this happen ?

2009-11-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.....

Why do i have the feeling that u are avoiding me ? Why everytime i text u, u tk reply ? Prepaid low ke ? But slalunye if u prepaid low u would've use someone's phone n reply me pe.. Knp nie ? Ape salah Sky ? Sky ade uat salah ke pard u ? Please uh jgn mcm nie.. I miss u ALOTALOT, tawuk..

If larh i had done something wrong tuh u, I'M SORRY ! Seriously, until now idk wad when wrong.. Idk if i'm in a wrong.. I've been so good tuh u.. I've been so patient with everything.. But why must this happen ? Why are we not that close anymore ? I feel really awkward when i'm with u nowadays.. We use tuh share those laughters together.. We use tuh make funn of eached others.. We use tuh smile all the time.. Where did those thing gone ? I know that u read the letter below before , but seriously where i go wrong sia ? Can u please tell me , at least i know wad went wrong .

Dear *insertname* ,

I've been thinking of you eached and every seconds of mine . And eached time i think of u, my feelings get's deeper . The love that I had for you is too strong until I just can't afford to loose you my , DEAR . Many i've known but the chosen is you ! When I close my eyes , I can only see you in my mind . And when I asked my heart who i truly love , my heart says its YOU again . You have made me fallen deeply in LOVE with you , HONEY . Have you ever feel that time is at your control , when you see someone that you LOVE the most ? Where all stops moving , except for the person who you LOVE . I feel that way when i see YOU ! You're different from others . You always make me smile , you always make me laugh , you always cheer me up when I'm down and most importantly , you make me fall deeply in LOVE with YOU ! You drive me crazy half the time , the other half I'm only tryin' to let you know what I feel about you is true ! There's a reason for everything , a reason to live , areason to die , a reason to cry . But if can't find aa reason to smile , Can i be the reason for awhile ? I know we can't be together . I'm MISSING you right now ! I'm just letting you know how much i REALLY LOVE YOU ! Sorry if I've done anything that you dislike . Sorry if I got trouble you all this while . Sorry Sorry Sorry . Please forgive me uh !

From the bottom of my heart ,

SkyKecik [L]

Noraavanillasky ~

2009-11-09T08:45:00.000-08:00

Hello readers ,
not to get confused , noraavanillasky here not sri nurafikah ((:
im here to update her dead blogand help her relink and that kind of stuffzxz
since she's v v v lazy to update laa kan . GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~
so yes , sri nurafikah is doing fine , irritating as always *winkwink*
Just tag her tagboard , persuade her to update okay people :D

okay , stay tune for sri's update (:
chiows people . hugs and kisses ~ .

2009-10-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

The ppl whom i love..

2009-10-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

2009-10-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..
I'm back.. Sorry if my blog is dead.. But now i'm back posting yaw.. Okay this year is a very sadsadsad year for me uh.. I've lost my most loving Grandpa from mummy side.. And few days back, I've just lost my dearest Grandma from daddy side.. Now i have no more Grandparents from both side.. :'( I really really really miss them.. And now i'm FUCKING stress at home.. Hey come on la, i'm already 16 uh.. I know i who uh okay.. I go home late abit pun tk le.. Its not like i don't go home at all pe.. -.- At least ehk i'm not like other girl out there, that dunno how tuh go home, that have done things that they aren't suppose tuh do.. I know how tuh take good care when i'm out okay.. I'm 16 already, at least i go home pe.. Abit late pun cannot.. WTF..!! Sorry uh if i can't be a good Daughter for u guys uh.. I'm really sorry.. Adq kan a good daughter for u guys, so go ahead la.. No matter wad i love u, Ibu n Baba.. I know i'm a burden for u guys, I'm sorry if i'm one to u guys.. But this u guys need to know, I love u very much.. I can't afford to loose u guys.. Now, i'm not feeling that well.. Do u guys even notice..? I never eat, do u guys like asked me why..? No, u guys just shut the hell up.. Haix..
Tml, i can't go out.. And idk if Munn n Apek n Chubb n Mai coming my house tuh slack, tml.. Hope u guys can uh, when i'm with them i'm happy.. They where always there when i need the most.. Even though its like i just know them, i feel that they care me that much.. They make me happy always.. Thanks alot guys for being there for me aites.. I love u guys..!! =] Okay maybe i stp here uh, my head very the pain.. I wanna rest.. Taking care.. =]

2009-10-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

Hello Earthlings :D *waves*

Bad luck day..!!

2009-09-30T07:06:00.001-07:00

Heyhey..
Wake up, blablabla, meet jia wei at his blok then walk to mac.. Meet Noraa, Fatin and the rest.. Eat, blablabla, time check, 8am.. Walked to teksi stand, but no teksi -.- Then walked along pavement, hile Noraa, Fatin and Ira call cab.. Reached school around 8.30am, Nice nice, not late.. Then school like normal.. Then free period like 4.. Study maths, science and geog abit.. Then 10am, go canteen eat uh.. Then go back class, then recess.. Then eat, then maths lesson.. Blablabla... Time fly so fast today, cause i study that's why.. Then free period, sing sing, then talked to Mr. Raj, then bell ring, go home lorh.. But i waited for my fren at pondok like very long.. Then take bus to bp interchange, then go home change clothes.. Apek and Faiz already reached and they waited for me like very the long.. Then went to buy Apek cig, then go Lot buy food, then go hall.. Then eat, play soccer then off me go to Yew Tee point by bike, meet Noraa all, study awhile.. Then finished, i hit the pole cause off trying to be an IDIOT while riding my bike.. Then fall down laughed2, then we walked Noraa to her block then off i went home.. Before that, sit at blok cause tired, then check beg, see my ezlink lost..!! WTF..!! Irritating sia, went back to the place i fall down, don't have, then i was like WTF..!! Then on the way home, BANG..!! Don't wanna tell what happen.. No one is hurt, few little scratches, continued riding.. Then mood not good.. Reached home, kene scold by mummy, nag nag nag.. I quiet only uh, then bathe all, then write this post.. Okay now i no mood so, i wanna stop here..

2009-09-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
I just come back from Jalan Raya.. Its kinda bored for me cause i have no mood.. Its like firstly, wake up this afternoon, must clean house weady.. Must help mummy wipe the buffet thingy.. Then asked to vacuum house.. Clean my room and etc.. While my sister sleeping in the room.. I was like WTF uh..!! Asked her to wake up but nvr wake up.. IDIOT sia.. -.- Okay after cleaning, tired right, i go in my room and Zzz.. -.-" Mummy wake me up saying we are late weady.. So zoom zoom zoom.. Shower everything then go out house uh.. Blablabla.. Reached aunt house at Geylang, eat then go to cousin house at Segar.. While otw going cousin house, receive msg that make me wanna cry.. But i tahan tahan and tahan.. All the way i kept quiet at cousin house.. Cousin asked what happen i just give a reason saying i'm tired.. Sorry for the lie.. Then go to neighbor house, at neighbor house, do ear candling thingy.. My head felt better, but my heart felt the same.. Went home>bathe>post uh -.- >not sleeping tonight..

I give u 3 days to think properly.. I dont want to separate from u.. U should know why.. Please think properly, my heart is crying.. As i writing this i'm actually crying.. I really really really dont wanna loose u.. Please i beg u.. :'( Please think properly.. Am i not good enough for u..? Did i treat u wrongly..? Did i ever hurt u..? If yes, i'm truly SORRY.. Please dont do this to me.. Please.. Please.. Please.. Take back ur words and i will forget whatever u said to me just now.. I dont want to loose u, yes i want to hold, i dont want to make u sad or make u cry.. Hanya kau di dalam hatiku.. Kau lah segala2 untuk ku.. Your name have been tattooed on my little heart.. Its difficult for me to erased it.. If u dont believe my love towards u is true, cut it open and see it for yourself.. I keep thinking about, i feel very restless, i feel like shouting out loud but its no use cause u wont be able to hear it and i feel like killing myself but as i think back, if i do that the more u will hate me.. Seriously, i hope u will think properly.. I have no mood to write anymore.. Please i beg u not to leave me.. Please..!! :'(

2009-09-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..!! =]

Heyhey..
Selamat hari raya ppl out there.. Okay its like one day late for me to say Selamat hari raya.. Yesterday i was too tired to post uh.. Okay so, yesterday, my family and i wore blue baju kurung.. We wake up around 9++.. Then get dress.. Then sad moments.!! Jeng jeng jeng..... Actually tk sad uh, no one cried.. We laugh laugh got uh when seek for forgiveness.. =] Then off we go to Aunt house..!! Reached aunt house, salam everyone, then APE LAGI MAKANNN UH..!! =] The food very very the nice..!! YUMMY SIOT..!! Then take photo's and more photo's and more photo's..!! Haiyo, penat siak asyik posing jek..!! Hahahaha... Then go Nek Ru's house, then go tuh idk who's house.. A lot of the house idk who, i just follow my mummy and daddy.. As long get $ can weady uh.. =] Hahahahahhahahahahahhaha.. While waiting at eached house, msg msg with Noraa.. Can go crazy layan dier.. I laugh, i smile, i talked to myself when msging with her..!! I thing i gone crazy uh.. =] Last house is my one and only NENEK..!! Miss dier sgt2 seii.. Okay at her house i sempat sleep awhile.. Tired siol cause never sleep from yesterday.. Okay then the others came, then its lke very crowded and its very stuffy sia.. So went outside with Naiem, my cousin.. More ppl keep coming so i sound my mummy saying go home uh, a lot ppl weady uh, some more i tired.. After that, go home uh.. Reached>Bathe>Otp awhile>ZzzZzz..

Today i wake up around 12 pm.. Damn super tired uh seii.. Mummy wake me up asking me to clean house.. -.- I was like, HUH..??!! CLEAN HOUSE AGAIN..!! -.-" Terpakse wake up andvclean then bathe then eat then watched tv.. Then cousin from daddy side come.. KIMAK..!! My house can collapse sia.. A lot siol ppl..!! Luckily, my house very spacious.. Can fit all.. hahahhaha.. =] Beh camwhore, camwhore and camwhore..!! With my face like what, my baju like wad.. After that, they go home, get dressed, do my hair.. Off we go to Uncle house at Woodands by Cu's car.. Dah larh the car fucking small..!! Lucky all can fit in..!!! -.- Okay reached Uncle house, eat pasta, eat pizza, eat wadever have.. That point of time, i felt like bursting sia.. A lot of food is eaten by the MONSTER..!! HAhahaha.. -.- Then went to Cu's house.. Lucky there never eat anything..!! My stomach can't take in another food sia.. At Cu's house, i really really miss someone..!! Never msg me, i msg never reply.. :( Okay then Cu, start giving away stuff he don't want.. Then go to Obek house few block's away from my house.. When at Obek house, i msg that someone.. Finally, reply me.. Msg msg until i reached home.. Beh that someone say text u ltr.. I was like alright.. Bathe>Posting>Online>Eating soon>ZzzZzz.. =] Okay pictures will be uploaded soon, after i found my USB canle uh.. =] Okay taking care readers.. Love u guys..!! *winkwink*

Love,
.. Handsome ..
xoxo

Boo..!!

2009-09-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..

Just finish breaking fast.. Just now reached home around 6+.. Today morning2 jek dah go out.. Go to Nana house, reached there, she still haven wake u.. I was like -.- Then for her to get ready and all, i almost fall asleep sia.. Its like DAMN long sia wait for her.. -.- I close my eyes and here music.. Suddenly, that small kid push my head.. I was like IDIOT uh.. Wanted to chase her but in her room got her cat.. ALAMAK..!! Stupid cat.. Dah la aku takut cat.. Haix.. Then after she get dressed and stuff, off we go to polyclinic.. Walked with her and Arep towards Lot 1 uh.. Then Arep went to meet the rest while Nana and me went polyclinic uh.. Reached polyclinic, walked in the polyclinic with her and her friend Khaleisa.. I don't know how to spell her name uh sorry.. She is such a cutey uh.. =] Okay blablabla, waited for the like 2 damn hours just to see doctor.. -.- Damn it sia.. My butt very pain.. Okay blablabla skip, reached RC, the ppl were already there.. Then it started to rain heavily.. -.- Wanted to play soccer but the floor was wet, its was so damn slippery uh.. I scared fall down so i never play uh.. But the boys, played uh.. They keep falling down, kekek siot.. =] Hehehehehehehehehe..... Then rain still haven stop, so they went to play under the rain.. They asked me to join but idw cause i want to Hari Raya..!! =] Okay skip2... Then went home with EIRWAN, Apek, Sufi and Nabil.. Reached home, clean house, bathe then online uh..

Mohd Eirwan Shah Bin Johar is my sweet and lovely TTM..!! He is soooooo cute.. I really adored his Brown eyes..!! He make me happy all the tyme..!! And today, his mood not good uh.. Idk why.. When i asked he say ntg.. Ape seii.. Sedih seii.. Tk Share.. :( Jgn sad sad okay.. =] I will always be there for u okay.. ;) Eirwan i SYG u alot alot alot..!!! =] Okay dah stop here.. Taking care readers..!!

Love,
.. Handsome ..
xoxo

2009-09-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

Firstly, school sucks today.. Secondly, got bad new from mum.. She told my that my late grandfather, brother pass away this morning.. And i'm supper sad.. Thirdly, i thought if i slack with them my sadness will go away but it changes into ANGER..!!

- Ehk jantan tk gune..!! Kau tk perlu siak uat kawan2 kau mcm tuh..!! Kau kate kau sakit ati bab family..!! Asl nak kene bawa2 sampai nak kene pukul2 kawan kau..!! Ehk nak tipu nan si penipu pe..!! Nak peng pun tk tau nak peng cite..!! Dah larh FUCK OFF sia..!! Ngan prangai kau DAYUS, satu pompan pun tak nak kau lurh..!! Kau pikir aku laki pe nak kene ganas2 nan aku..!! Aku pun ader limit uh sial..!! NABE CIBYE..!! Aku dah tk le tahan nan prangai SIAL kau tuh..!! Lau aku laki, Aku dah rembat kau habis2 sia..!! AKu skg sabar sia..!! Ehk LANCHOW, berubah larh prangai kau yg tk betul tuh..!! BIAR TK HANDSOME TAPI JGN PRANGAI KAU MCM SIAL..!! Ehk dah larh, u have just ruin my mood for today..!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH UH..!! Jgn marah lau aku tk layan kau uh..!! TAKE CARE SIOT NAN PRANGAI KAU..!!

Okay i have no mood to continue uh.. Tml die die must settle this bloody problem sia..!! Dah larh off u go to de-stressed myself..!!

2009-09-14T03:52:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
Okay just cme back from cck.. Wait first thing first..

- Ehk pompan.. Kau tk perlu siol satsat uh sial.. Hahahhahaha.. Kau kate perampas.. First thing ehk, kau tau tk makna perampas..? Aku rase kau tk tau kot ape makna perampas.. FYI, perampas tuh maksudnye, kalau kau nan laki tuh beh ade pompan lain dtg and take him away from u, tuh aru maksudnye perampas.. Lau kau suke laki tuh and pompan tuh suke laki tuh jugak while kau and him tk de pape, tuh ukan PERAMPAS benggap..!! Nak kate org perampas tapi tk tau meaningnye.. Rabak rabak.. Huhu.. And its not wrong tuh like the same person ehk.. Btw ehk, aku rase ehk kau tak perlu siol gaduh pasal stakat satu jantan nie.. Mcm tk de laki lain gituh lor.. Nie bukan aku nak tolong Riana ehk, its wad my opinion uh.. Btw, kau kate Riana bi**h, kau alek kau pi cermin muke kau dulu uh.. Kau pikir kau anyak nye bagus uh.. Prangai kau mcm good good jek ehk.. Huhu.. Dengan prangai kau mcm nie ehk aku rase laki tuh pun tak nak kau uh.. But if larh laki tuh nak kau, dah sah laki tuh bute uh.. Hahahaha.. Lau kau nak kate aku siding Riana, go ahead uh but i'm not siding anyone here.. Its just an opinion of mine.. Dah larh, good luck uh ehk.. Take care siot kau..

Okay done.. Hahaha.. Prangai2.. Well its the fact wad.. For wad wanna fight for just 1 bloody guy.. Lau handsome tk pe uh.. Haix.. Okay.. Just now i didn't go school, cause i sort of lazy and not feeling quite well uh.. =] So wake up around 12++, wash face then i continue moving my things to my room.. Finally i got my own room.. Happy happy happy..!! Okay finished, then shower then go out.. Meet Arep all at tree house then go tuh Cck sec.. While waiting, this one bloody rude CID came and screen us.. He scold vulgarities all sia at us.. Stakat wait for friend outside school pun kena scold.. WTF..!! Okay then we bla from there, we went RC uh.. Sit awhile then i went home with Adilah.. Haha.. Text2 with Arep, then start tuh post uh.. Dah i'm tired weady.. I wanna rest my fingers.. =] Take care readers.. =]

Love,
.. Hansome ..
xoxo

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2009-09-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

Pictures only..!!

2009-09-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry..

2009-09-09T22:46:00.001-07:00

I've been crying every night just thinking of u, kak.. I'm really2 sorry.. I know its a damn fucking wrong thing to do uh.. But its not my choice tuh be like this.. That feeling just came.. But i know i could fight that feeling but i didn't.. I'm very wrong for not fighting back that stupid feeling.. But its not your fault that i become like this.. Kak, seriously its not ur fault.. Its mine..!! If u wanna know why i pretend in front of u..? I pretend cause i don't want things like this tuh happen.. I know u will hate me.. I know u will be upset.. And i know u won't forget what happen.. I'm seriously begging u for ur forgiveness..!! I'm going crazy thinking of this.. I've been not eating well and sleeping well.. My mind is only thinking of this thing.. I can't focus when i'm studying.. I just keep thinking of u.. I'm such an IDIOT person.. Kak, tolong uh.. Adq minta maaf.. Adq tak nak mcm nie.. Adq syg akak sgt2.. Adq tau adq salah but please forgive me uh kak.. Adq janji adq berubah.. Adq janji adq tak akan buat lagi.. Adq janji tak akan uat kak sedih lagi.. Adq stress sgt2 pikir pasal bende nie.. Ughhh..!!! Akak FORGIVE ME LARH..!! Adq tk le stop nangis..!! Mood adq tk tentu hala skg.. Kejap ok kejap tk.. ADQ STRESS..!!! Adq SORRY..!! PLEASE UH KAK, FORGIVE ME..!! I"M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY..!!

2009-09-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hey hey..

Its kinda very long i never update so here goes..
I currently having my N levels.. And its sucks to the core.. Today i had my Social Studies paper.. And i can't finish my Source Base sia.. Damn uh..!! I'm totally sad now and fucking stress.. First now for my love sucks and guys can go suck dick.. Hate them a lot a lot..!! They just think of themselves and not thinking of others.. And i kinda miss my late Grandpa.. Miss him a lot a lot.. His my laughing gas.. Now his gone i feel lonely at home.. I've not been eating well same goes as my sleep.. I will get sleepy frequently and my eye bags are getting bigger.. I'm tired, I'm scared all the feeling come together one go.. I'm totally stress up here.. I'm missing u so much..

Yesterday, i went out with few of my beloved friends.. Nora, Ifa, Achel, Fatin, Ira boinboin, Jia wei and Alson.. We went to Woodlands library to study.. I bring my Social studies.. But end up at the library, okay maybe we study abit uh but we keep laughing sia.. Then we get scolded a lot of time and i feel paise uh.. Then something happen.. I was kinda fed up but i can't simply force that someone not to meet P.. I'm only a friend of that someone.. So i went kfc buy food for my lil sister for break fast.. Then we teman Jia Wei buy friendship band for his friend.. Help him choose and then we went down to the Burger King.. Saw P, was shock n shocking a lot.. Hahhahahaa.. Then, they wanted go Jurong Point to break fast.. So i say i wanna send my lil sis her food first, then go JP.. I asked who wants to follow me.. End up Nora and Ifa and Jia wei follow.. But Jia wei never follow until my house.. I asked him go home meet his friends.. So left Nora, Ifa and me uh.. Send food come down back then waited for 187 bus.. At that point of time, Nora and Ifa is piss off with the others.. Before the bus came, we laugh and laugh and take pics and laugh again.. Nora with her favourite word ' aaauuzzzubbillaah '.. Hahahaha.. Bus came, boarded bus.. At first never saw the others in the bus.. When suddenly i saw them, so call ' hugging '.. Ughh.. Heart pain.. So went to tell Nora that the rest is at the back of the bus.. She say where got.. Then she saw uh.. We break fast in the bus cause haven reached JP break fast time reached weady.. Hahaha.. My english sucks so dont mind please.. We eat Pokki Pokki.. Hahaha.. Reached JP went to banquet and eat lorh.. I didn't order anything cause mood for eating was not there.. So treat those two crazy mad girls drink.. Nora seriously u eat DAMN slow..!! Hahahaha.. Then her eating place like garang guni sia.. Messy nak mampos..!! Hahaha.. Finish eating, meet the rest outside JP.. Talk things out.. Then P look2 at me.. I just ignore and do my own stuff.. Went to interchange, all went to Bpp except for Ifa.. :( She need to go grandmother house.. In the bus no mood.. Look out window and termenung..!! Hahaha.. Reached Bpp, Nora treat me oreo mcflury, Yum yum and yummy..!! Then go home..!! Bathe then msg msg Nora and fall asleep..

To that someone,
I know I'm not good or sincere enough for u.. But u need to know that i really love u and i treasure the moment we had spent together.. Missing the laughter that we use to share and the smile u always gave me.. Even though we are not meant to be together, I believe that we had a great friendship.. Hope this friendship would last long till the day I'm gone.. I hope that someone u love could make u happy always.. And i want u to smile all the time like how u use to smile went I'm around.. I'll never ever forget those memories we have made and shared.. I'm sorry if i don't treat u well enough.. I'm sorry i make u feel uncomfortable when I'm with u.. I'm really really truly sorry.. Remember this, I'll be there for u whenever u need someone to talked to, someone who can be your litsening ears, someone who willing to give a shoulder to cry on, someone who can make u smile and most of all someone who can love u the most.. Its a text or a call away just to get me and i'll be there.. Be happy always when I'm not around okay.. =]

To someone who i hurt,
I'm sorry if i hurt your little heart.. I'm sorry for being a MOTHERFUCKER.. I'm sorry for not telling u earlier.. I'm sorry for playing your heart.. I'm sorry if i lie to u.. I'm sorry for not treating u well.. I'm sorry for what i've done to u.. I know u are hurt by my FUCKING attitude.. I know i'm wrong.. I admit it.. But please forgive me for what i've done to u, all this while..

2009-08-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hello readers of this blog, apparently i am not Sri eh, i am her friend, or rather goodfriend, Emily. ^^ Im ultra good lor, i volunteered to help her blog, in order to make her blog alive, hehe. See, i so baik, well, haha!

Well, one common thing about us is that we belong to the 15th. :) Haha, go and figure it out yourself okeh, well Sri, all the best okeh, hehe.

And, happy fasting too! xD See you tomorrow, misses! :)

Only pictures and a short post..

2009-08-07T06:01:00.001-07:00

Heyhey..

Yesterday, went tuh school as pernormal.. Had normal lesson.. After school got english lecture in the hall for all the 4NA.. Damn supper boring uh seii.. Budden managed myself not tuh fall asleep.. =] After the lecture, went home straight cause feeling tired and i wanted tuh prepare my clothes for Yschelle Birthday Party.. LEONG JIA WEI, sent me tuh the bustop and he went back tuh school do his DNT.. Reached home, choose and choose and choose final i decided tuh wear, T-Shirt with smart pants.. Haiyo.. I was like out of idea sia that time so just anyhow choose uh.. Iron the clothes i choosen, went tuh take a short rest on my bed.. Check check, i fell asleep siot..!! Hahahaha.. Dhen mum wake me up around 5.15pm.. Quickly bathe and do my precious hair of mine.. Dhen meet Yana at BPP..!! We go buy Yschelle present and off we went tuh her party.. But before that Yana wanted tuh print something at Bukit Timah Shopping Mall.. So followed her uh.. We are like very late for the party weady.. So we like walking very fast like as if we are running..!! I'm super the tire trying tuh catched up with Yana.. Se walked damn fucking fast uh seii..!! But unfortunately, the SHOP CLOSE..!! ARGHHHH..!! Waste our bloody time sia.. So went tuh Yschelle Party uh..!! Reache dher party around, 8.45pm.. Hahahaha.. Damn super late.. We reached jek, i took a glass of water.. Hand her her gift and write something at her book.. Sat like about 15 mins dhen we went back.. Cause Yana mum is like waiting for her at the gate.. They going East Coast tuh eat dinner.. So left me alone.. I also went home uh.. Reached home, bathe.. Tried tuh sleep but can't cause keep coughing like hell.. Hahaha.. In the end i vomited 3 times.. None of the food came out only water.. Cause the whole day i didn't eat cause don't have the bloody mood uh.. So finally i slept..

Next morning, which is today morning, wake up, get dressed and once again do my precious hair.. Go out of house with my sis.. Took the same bus.. And i saw COUTNEY.. Idk if she know me uh.. I was like standing beside her only.. =] Reached school, had no lesson due tuh National Day celebration.. We had sport carnival.. I all the way with, SHARK, JEPON, CAMMIE, GUMMY.. I tried out all the damn sports uh.. Dhen at hall i with Fifi all.. I played Zero point game i thin uh.. Funny uh sial.. I and Fifi can't jump over went the thing had gone up until 1.6m.. But i only won the shooting game.. CHAMPION babe..!! WOOHHOOO..!! =] I was so damn paise went taking the medal on stage just now.. Idk why but i just feel paise uh.. =] My lovely frens shouted HANDSOME..!! Lol.. =] After school, went home with LEONG JIA WEI and SHARK..!! =] Smoke awhile at the fitness corner dhen we went home uh.. Reached home, sleep awhile dhen went tuh Jurong Point..!! =] Dhen went tuh Lot 1.. Dhen went home uh.. Bathe and posting this.. Dhen chat with ppl.. Hahaha.. Msn sound, Courtney told me that she do saw me in the bus.. =] Overall, today i had fun uh.. =]

2009-08-03T07:24:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..

Currently, my mood is not good.. I'm feeling kinda stress n fucked up.. Today i went tuh school by cab.. I was like late uh.. Dhen reached school as pernormal.. Had normal lesson uh.. Damn fucking boring today.. Dhen something happen.. I was trying my fucking best tuh help my friend out.. But in the end i was scolded n accuse anyhow by my other friend.. I was like sial uh.. If you become the victim, u will had tuh report wad.. I just don't get it why wenever i did something right it will turn out so badly.. I was doing the right thing.. Knp ehk slalu aku nak uat bende baik banyak cobaan aku terime.. FYI, I DIDN'T USED HIM AT ALL.. IF U THINK I'VE USE UR FREN, DHEN THINK AGAIN UH SIAL..!! HE HIMSELF NEVER SAID ANYTHING.. I JUST WANT MY LIFE TUH BE THE WAY I WANT.. BUT WHY THE FUCK PPL DON'T JUST UNDERSTAND, I'M STANDING UP FOR MY FREN.. SHE MY FREN WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALOT.. SO NOW ITS THE TIME FOR ME TUH HELPED HER OUT WHEN SHE NEEDED THE MOST.. I just don't get it seii.. I try my best tuh change but i always get obstacle in the way.. What happening in this world sia.. Kalau kau rase kau gian sangat, gi uh ngok kau pe pompan.. Tak perlu uat kwn aku jadi mangse kau pe.. Aku tk sangke kau le uat mcm tuh. Padahal tuh kawan kau sendiri siak..!! Kau tk pikir pe..?!! YOUR JUST SICK IN THE MIND..!! Now i just dunno tuh be scared or wad.. Say wadeva u wanna say tuh me larh..!! I dont fucking fuck fuck fuck care uh..!! But just don't make me cannot tahan u sudah..!! I've been patience with this all nonesense..!! I've been thinking, now i just dun wanna get involve in anything uh..!! Wenever i get involve, is this wad i get..?!! I've been called a BETRAYER..!! Fine suit urself uh..!! I had nvr did wrong tuh u but u called me a BETRAYER..??!! WTF is this huh..??!!!! Dah larh.. I had enough of all this fucking idiot nonesense uh sial..!! Just fuck off n let me live my own life uh sial..!! :-@

Love this day..!!

2009-08-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

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Heyhey..

On Friday, I went tuh school as pernormal uh.. I got Mother Tongue Oral after school.. Its was so FUCKED UP sia.. I was totally lost uh seii.. After oral, Fifi and Me went tuh the hall for our Inter-Class Badminton.. We are in the doubles.. We was like fucking late cause of our oral uh.. We played until final uh seii.. Its unexpected siol.. Cause Juliana was in the doubles too.. So i thought difficult uh for us tuh win her.. But actual our thoughts we wrong larh seii.. We became the Champions uh sia.. We win first place in the doubles.. WOOOHHOOO..!!
After that, Bestie, Jia Wei n Me went home together..
Reached home, bathe n et ready uh seii tuh go tuh aunt house.. Reached aunts house around 9+ pm.. Change tuh home clothes uh.. Dhen Kak ayu told me that later her sis coming over tuh over night here too.. I was damn damn excited tuh see her.. So i waited uh, while waiting, Kak Nana ajak me go pay her bill in the middle of the night.. I was like okay uh, cause i was like obviously bored.. Hahahahaha.. So followed her, its like 12+ in the morning weady sia..
After paying her bills, we went baack home.. Dhen i thought maybe Kak Ayu sis reached weady uh.. I was like fed up at that point of time.. I oso dunnoe why uh.. So went in aunt house with the grumpy face.. I saw Kak Ayu sis, my face was like very grumpy..
So i think she dunnoe tat uh.. On my lappie, dhen went outside tuh smoke with my cousin uh..
Dhen we chat2 outside the house.. Kak Ayu sis that is, Fitriyana but she prefer tuh be called Nana.. Her age, 15.. That night we didn't talk much uh.. Cause dunnoe each other well uh..
Hahahahahahahahahahhaahhahaha....
We talked n talked n talked, dhen Nana wanna sleep cause she tired.. I was like so early uh u sleep.. Dhen she smile only uh.. Hahahahaha.. Okay.. Dhen we all went in the house uh.. Cause its like 3.3o am sia.. I continued play lappie, dhen felt tired so i off n sleep uh.. My sleeping position is not that good cause n space uh.. So i Bo Pian uh, sleep only uh..

Next morning, which is the big day for Kak Ayu n Abg Is.. Its their wedding ceremony.. So we woke up like very early, like aroung 7+ in the morning.. I was damn damn tired sia.. Called Jia Wei, asked him wake up n go bathe everything dhen come my aunt place tuh help out uh.. I went tuh bathe and eat abit and dhen helped out downstair tuh put the tables and chairs uh.. While i was like doing work, Nana n her father was also downstairs uh but they didn't help, they sit down take care of Dannish, Kak Ayu son.. Dhen i was told by uncle tuh buy PANDAN LEAF.. Sia uh i was like uh okay, i go buy with Naiem.. We take bicycle uh, dhen buy weady got a call by Jia Wei.. So Naiem n Me went tuh fetch him at Yishun Golden Village.. Walked back tuh aunt house cause Jia Wei dun wanna take bicycle.. Reached aunt house, he say hello tuh all my aunts n uncles..Dhen i go and get ready while Jia Wei waits at the staircase cause he paise wanna sit inside the room.. Nana was also changing.. After changing, he n me went down dhen went up again.. Dhen went i wanna go down bck Nana asked me where am i goin so i was like at the staircase with my boify.. She asked me if she join me n the rest " LEPAK " at the staircase.. I say anything uh.. So she say Jia Wei n say hello.. We talked n talked.. Dhen we went in the house cause the ceremony has started.. After that we went down, we go eat first.. Dhen Nana friends came, so we sit oppsite my aunt blok.. Talked n talked.. Dhen Nana bring her fren eat.. Jia Wei, Naiem n Me went tuh playground.. Went back tuh aunt blok see Nana n Her boify not there weady.. Trying tuh call her but never answer me sia.. So bad :(
Waiting for her like long uh.. Suddenly, someone tickle my neck.. Check Check its her.. Lol.. She asked me tuh teman her change clothes.. So i go asked my father if i can change clothes.. Dhen he say can, so Nana n Me rush up n get change.. We felt so heavenly sia after changing cause the weather is like fucking warm uh sial.. Dhen send Jia Wei tuh bustop cause he wanted tuh go home.. After sendind JW, Nana n Me slack outside the house.. We talked, exchange secret n stuff uh.. Hahahaha.. Now i noe that GAY can read a Gay's mind.. I heard from her, she know 1 MATREP but his a GAY..!! Sial uh, i was totally shock sia.. So we talked n talked, Laughed n Laughed.. Its like very very the fun uh sial talked tuh her.. We talked like we knew eached other for a long tyme sia.. She asked me wads my first impression went i saw her.. I tell her, " Hot pe sial..!! " .. I told her thats my first impression.. Dhen she told me her impression went saw me.. Guess what she say..??!! She say she thought that i SOMBONG.. Dhen i was like, Huh..?? Serious pe..??!! Hahahahahahhaa.. Dhen we talked mepek things.. After awhile, she need tuh see her fren, Ham.. So i went for my shower.. Dhen thought that i wanted tuh sleep first.. Dhen Kak Nana asked me teman her smoke outside so i say uh, OKAY SET..!! Hahahaha.. I teman her sampai i tersleep sia outside.. Hahahaha.. I was woken up by Nana's voice sia.. Hahahaahah.. Dhen went in the house.. Sleep then wake up then sleep again then wake up.. WTH sia.. I can't sleep properly..

This morning, wake up feeling hungry.. So Nana n Me went into the kitchen n eat lorh.. HAhahaha.. Dhen we slack outside the house again.. Dhen clean the house dhen slack outside again.. Dhen its like tyme for me tuh went home n she also need tuh went home.. She went home first dhen me.. Text her saying i have fun with her n asked her tuh take care.. IMHSM uh..!! hahahaha... See her next week uh seii.. =] She is a Hot little pendek.. ;p
I love you..!! Gonna miss you so muchie..!!

FUCK YOU LARH..!!

2009-07-28T04:28:00.001-07:00

Heyhey..
Wah seii.. Today wake up at aroung 6.15 am, i was rushing all the way, i was ready tuh go tuh school dhen suddenly stomach pain pulak.. Hahahahaha.. So go toilet shit lorh.. Hahahaha.. Dhen i was like fucking late for school weady.. Meet Kak Ilah at usual place, dhen swee swee 176 come.. Boarded the bus, reached school bustop.. I didn't see Jia Wei there.. I use Jennica phone tuh msg hym cause my phone was like no prepaid liao.. Hahaha.. Thanks Jenny.. Hehehe.. He was late too.. Thought of waiting for hym while waiting for bestie too.. But in the end me, Fad, Fanna n Jenny walked up tuh school first cause scared late.. Dhen luckily nvr late budden, me, Fad n Fanna was told by VP tuh run infront of the whole upper sec.. I was like SHIT UH SIAL..!! Paise tuh the max siot.. Hehehehe.. I was the first tuh reached back tuh the starting point so i can go sit with the rest.. Hahahahaha.. Damn fucking tired siol.. Had eng dhen have P.E..!! HAhahahahaha.. Today for p.e we played Badminton int he stuffy hall.. Played n played until i perspire alot man.. Called by Mr. Hoe, he asked me tuh brong my hair down cause not acceptable.. WTH..!! He say i never so good example tuh lower sec sial larh anyhow only.. He say that the lower sec is following my hair style.. Ehk, sial uh.. Thier problem if they wanna be a copycat tuh follow my hair style.. Is not that i asked them tuh follow wad.. DAMN FOOL..!! N some more who the fuck anyhow say i introduce ciggrate tuh lower sec.. RELAX SUA.. Its not i give them sia.. Is they gve me got uh.. Hahahahaha.. Lol.. WADEVA FUCK UH..!! Dont until i know who anyhow say this tuh Mr. Hoe, i FUCKING FUCK THEM UPSIDE DOWN UH SIAL..!! After p.e, Geography lesson.. But we dont have, cause teacher didn't come.. HAhahahahahah... Damn happy.. After the whole 1 hr of RELAXING, RECESS..!! Wooohhoooo.. EATING TIME..!! After recess, CHEMISTRY, DAMN FUCKING BORING LARH SIAL..!! Dhen DNT free period again.. HAhahahahahahhahahahaha..
After that its tyme tuh settle the problem.. Haix.. I was actually very very very the nervous.. Idk why but i just nervous.. Meet bestie outside class dhen go meet him n her at ARTSPIRATION.. Waited for quite a long tyme for her tuh join us.. We sit outside library.. There was him n her, me n Jia Wei, Bestie ( we one table ), another table if i'm not wrong was, Jepon n Shark, Fad n Sera n Michelle.. So there is a silent for a moment.. Bestie said, " Ehk talk uh.. Hazmi say wad u want say.. Sri talk wad u want tuh say. " . Dhen he say, " SORRY if i called u a TOMBOY FAGGOT.. " . I reply him, " I'm also sorry if i called IRENE a BIATCH.. " . Dhen i thought he want say nicely suddenly he like so my his FUCKING ATTITUDE uh seii.. He asked me why must i scold his gf on my blog.. Dhen i say uh, Its my blog wad, i can't write wadeva i want wad.. Dhen he quiet.. Dhen he say u can say nicely wad, why must u say until she a BIATCH all.. Dhen i say la, Its my blog my mouth.. I can say wadeva i wanna say wad.. Dhen he say, by u saying this in ur blog u hurt her.. Dhen i say larh, dhen u say i TOMBOY FAGGOT CAN UH..!! Dhen he say, yalarh dhen why must u write at ur blog..? U want people all know uh..!! Dhen i say uh, ITS MY BLOG.. DHEN WHY U GO WRITE AT UR MSN PM THAT " SRI IS A MOTHERFUCKER TOMBOY FAGGOT..?!!!!!!!!! MUST U TELL EVERYBODY..?!! " I was like very very very DAMN FUCKING ANGRY at him at that point of time..!! My hand was very light, i feel like slapping him sia.. But when i see bestie face i know i can't do that cause i PROMISE her weady.. I looked away for quite along.. Dhen i wanted tuh asked IRENE, " WHY THE FUCK U TWIST THE DAMN STORY, WHY U SAY TUH HIM THAT AS IF I PLAN FOR U N BESTIE TUH TALK.. WHY THE FUCK U SAY THAT..?!! " I just wanted tuh say that tuh her when HAZMI just walked away showing his DAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE.. When HAZMI was walking away, i just dont understand why did IRENE just stay there.. She go when bestie say, why u still here go la.. Bestie said that cause she is meaning tuh tell her tuh chase after her bf n comfort him.. Dhen she go, I picked up my bag n walked as fast as i could.. I was so DAMN FUCKING ANGRY that i cried.. Chasing after me was, Jepon n Shark n Sera.. Sera asked me why i never raise my voice higher.. I say tuh her that i've PROMISE bestie not tuh raise my voice.. Dhen i cornered tuh idk where.. I cried ther while the three of them comforted me.. When Jia Wei come, I paise sia.. I dont like he see me cry so i asked him go away first..
Hey litsen here careully okay.. IN THE FIRST PLACE U SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOW ME U DAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE UH..!! IF U HADN'T SHOW ME UR ATTITUDE, THIS MATTER WOULD BE SETTLE..!! BUT INSTEAD, U MAKING THE MATTER BIGGER..!! WHY DID SHE JUST KEEP QUITE WHEN U WERE TRYING UR FUCKING BEST TUH DEFFEND HER..?!! WHY SHE DONT DARE TUH SAY ANYTHING..?!! IF SHE HAD KEPT HER WORDS, I WOULDN'T CALLED HER A BIATCH OR WAD..!! N U WOULDN'T CALLED ME A TOMBOY FAGGOT N THING WOULD NEVER BECOME WORSE LIKE THIS..!! IF U NEVER JUST WALKED OFF WITHOUT ME FINISHING WAD I HAB TUH SAY, ITS WONT BE LIKE THIS..!! U HAVE MADE MY BESTIE CRIED AGAIN N AGAIN..!! SHE KEEP SAYING ITS HER FAULT, ITS ACTUALLY NOT HER FAULT AT ALL..!! AFTER OF WAD U TWO HAVE DONE, I WILL MORE HATE U N WILL MORE THINK OF NOT FORGIVING U GUYS..!! I TAKE MY SORRY TOWARDS IRENE..!! REGRETED TUH SAY SORRY FROM THE STARTED IF I KNEW IT WILL TURN OUT TUH BE LIKE THIS..!! N IRENE, WHY THE HELL U NVR LIKE GO AFTER HAZMI WHEN HE JUST WALKED OFF JUST LIKE THAT..??!! WHY MUST BESTIE SAY DHEN U GO..?!! WAD KIND OF GF ARE U ANYWAY..?!! I PITY HAZMI EVEN THOUGH I'M FIGHTING WITH HIM..!! DAH LARH I'M JUST SICK N TIRED OF U..!! I'M OFF THIS MATTER ANYWAY..!! THE PICTURE ABOVE IS FOR U N HIM..!! JUST FUCK OFF OF MY BESTIE LIFE N ME..!! I DONT WANNA BESTIE TUH BE HURT OVER N OVER N OVER AGIAN..!! SHE IS STILL A HUMAN BEING THAT HAVE A SOFT HEART..!!
Okay that all for now..!! FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SICK N TIRED OF THIS NONESENSE..!! JUST FUCK OFF OKAY..!! GOD BLESS YOU..!!
[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

2009-07-27T01:39:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..

HAPPY BIRTHE ADQ JEPON..!! SORRY IF I'M NOT IN SCHOOL TUH CELEBRATE WITH U TODAY.. ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING, GOOD LUCK FOR COMING EXAMS..!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF OKAY..!! ;P

Okay, i'm at home lying on my bed.. I'm sick, i'm having flu n a very bad headache.. Thought i want go school but my head is very pain.. I dont know why i get sick now n dhen.. Is it because I'm stress with my studies or am i stress just thinking of this bloody stupid problem..?!! Maybe i'm stress with both.. I just dont know what tuh do now.. Tml is the day for me tuh meet him n settle everything.. Just now i called my bestie, if she talk tuh him weady.. She sounded sad uh.. She said that he treat her so badly just now.. She talk tuh him crying.. I should have been by her side n comfort her.. But i was sick at home.. I know she will understand.. :D Heard from bestie that he asked her why she dont want n move on.. I thought he would understand her as he is her bestie.. Bestie should know each other well. But i guess he dont understand her.. My bestie is the type who will wait for that someone if she love him alot.. I know she is trying her damn best tuh get over him.. She is been distracted by this problem until her art haven finish.. I pity her cause why must guys treat her so badly.. Hope that one day she found a guy that would love for what she is until her last breath.. N would be the happiest person in this world.. =]

Now i've been thiking very hard not tuh fight with him.. I want him tuh know how hurt am i with those words he said tuh me.. He should've had said those words tuh me.. I know i called his gf a BIATCH but still he can't come in tuh this matter between me n IRENE..!! IDC if he is her bf but its between me n her ONLY..!! Its damn not fair if her would come in tuh the problem.. Its not that i did something wrong with him.. After he said i'm a " STUPID TOMBOY FAGGOT " , my heart sank down tuh the bottom.. So what if i'm rough n all, i feel like killing u tml but as i think back, its no use.. He have say it weady.. If he thinks that he can come in tuh this problem, i also can called my bf.. Dont think tat i dont hab.. My bf love me for what i am.. He nvr hurt my feeling with those FUCKING words.. My parents also never did ever said that hurtful words.. I was just being myself.. I not a FUCKING wrong tuh be myself right..??!! Whats the matter with you actually..??!! Shit i'm getting very angry now.. I'm so gonna say what's in my mind tuh u tml.. I'll say everything.. After i finish i would just go n i would just hate you n her more then ever..!! FYI, you should know her better before you go on with her..!! You r just making a big big big mistake..!!

Bestie hope that tml u would help me control my anger.. If i would have the chance tuh slap him i will.. But i will do that if i really can't control my anger.. I just wanna him tuh know how hurt is my feelings ryte now.. I still can't forget wadeva he had said tuh me.. It keep replaying in my ears since the day u told me.. Yallah, please help me out from this problem.. I just dont know why every year, this will happen tuh me.. Hate this thing happening in my life.. As Cammie said tuh me, " You're not useless alright, nobody is. Mistakes in our lives are pretty common, cause we're not perfect, but not useless. Everyone is special in their own way. There isn't a need to bother so much about what people think and say about you. Just be yourself. It isn't wrong to be yourself. Yes, things might hurt at first, but just take it easy. Don't take things to heart. Look, you got to be strong to overcome all these. You can't possibly let this bring you down right? Stay strong. An advice for you, forgive&forget. (: " . Thanks for advising me Cammie.. I tried my best tuh forgive n forget but the thing is my heart is still sore.. If he can stubborn i also can stubborn.. I will not say SORRY tuh IRENE, until he say SORRY first.. I want it to be sincerely not u have been force from someone..!!

If i had tuh cry infront of him tuh tell him how hurt my heart is, i will.. If he still stubborn, FORGET IT uh..!! I'll just walked away..!! Dah larh, my mood now is not that fucking good.. HAix... This post is really from what i feels right now.. Take care readers..

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

FUCK LARH..!!

2009-07-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
I was damn fucking tired ryte now.. I was just been scolded by mum just for ntg.. N now i was like WHATEVER uh..!! I've been thinking alot today.. I've been aasking myself alot of question.. I'm sick n tired of people who wanna find trouble with me.. N heard form my bestie todae tat Shikin keep asking her alot of question.. I just dont get it sia, even though tat guy have hurt her inderectly, she still dont realise tat his not for her.. I just dont get it seii.. I know i dont hab the rights tuh say this uh but its just my opinion.. If i become Shikin, i would move on n forget about hym uh.. Its like fucking wasting your bloody time just tuh wait for hym uh.. Its not tat ther is only 1 cock n this world wad.. There far much better cock out there waiting sia.. Hahahahahahaha.. I'm currently chatting with bestie on MSN.. N im so calling arging with her about " Can a bf of a gf who hab made trouble with ppl, cn the bf come in..? " I say, " No bf cannot come in.. Unless tat someone oso find trouble with the bf.." Bestie say, " Yes bf cn come in cause his gf.. " Funny sia.. Hahahahahahaha.. She cheer me up sia.. If this problem gets big, IDC i'll call my cozen brother come down settle everything.. If still dont work, i'll call my uncle come down.. If he come down it will become more worse.. Btw, i'm not threatening anybody but i just wanna prepare only.. Heheehhehehehehehe.. Today i went Lot 1 with Jia Wei n Rachel.. I met Jia Wei first, then we walked around finding smart shirt for him tuh wear on my cozen brother wedding.. First we go in Cotton On but sial uh expensive sia.. Dhen we went in tuh Hang Ten, more the expensive.. Dhen we went in Giodano, i pick one short-sleeve smart shirt for him, dhen asked hym try on.. Went he try on, HE LOOKS SO HOT TUH ME.. Hahahahahah.. Very cute also got.. Melt for 2 mins.. Hahahaha.. Dhen went i see the price, OMG, so the fucking expensive uh sial.. Hahahahaa.. So we walked out.. Dhen i we went in tuh BHG.. First, i know the things there expensive but i just wanna see if got offer.. Second, we cannot find smart shirt tat never go over his budget.. I say tuh him, if cannot find, we buy Polo T-shirt.. Dhen say okae n smile.. Cause he dont ike wearing smart shirt.. Idk why but wad sia.. It looks good on hym.. Hehehehe.. Thought of just walked out of the BHG shop suddenly, my eye-sight good, i saw an OFFER on smart shirt.. Huahuahuahua.. He must buy liao.. Hehehe.. From $49+ offer until $22.90.. Very good weady sia.. So choose colour n let him try on.. This time its long-sleeve smart shirt.. Hehehehehehehe.. More i like sia.. He tried on, WOW..!! I melt again for 2 mins.. Hahahahahahahaha.. So we decided tuh buy dhen he asked me whether if he can wear t-shirt inside.. I quickly say NO..!! Hahahaha.. I say u wear snglet larh.. Dhen u know wad he say..? I dont hab singlet at home.. I was like HUH..?! So i go pull him n asked him buy singlet along.. When paying up, Rachel came.. So we went tuh eat at KFC.. Dhen we went BPP for awhile dhen i go home.. Reached home see nobody at home.. I feeling scared so i went tuh my fren house.. Study awhile dhen watched LIVERPOOL VS SINGAPORE.. Hahahahaha.. Watched awhile only dhen met mum under block n went home together.. Hahahaha.. Today very tiring sia.. Now i wanna sleep.. Good Night, Sweet Dreamx.. Muuaacckkx :-*

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

im not Sri

2009-07-26T01:33:00.001-07:00

HELLO :D Well, look here, Shikin asked me to shut up while im trying my best to help her with her friendship and relationship problem. Ohhh! She so bad! :D Kill her when I meet her. Can't you just respect like how Irene did, just listen lah. And one more thing, don't twist your words. I know you understand what i meant by this, right Irene? Cause, you claim that Sri's the one who make those story up. Seriously, be thankful, for what she have done to BOTH of you all this while. Though its not her problem yet still, she trying her fucking fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck best to solve it. Better say thank you to her when you met her or else, I curse you ^^

Oh well, sorry for the harsh words, i mean no harm. Both of you look cute and pretty anyway :D

Byebye :D

p/s: she got the same blogskin as MAR! hohoho ^^

2009-07-25T03:33:00.001-07:00

Heyhey..
I'm currently at my aunty house..
Was waken up by mom around 9+..
I was like still in my lala land seii..
My mum shouted at me asking me tuh wake me up..
So wake up, wash face.. Walked into my room again..
Wanting tuh throw my body on my bed sia..
But idw tuh get shouted again so took my clothes,
and go iron my clothes uh.. Dhen went for my shower..
In the bath room, i sleep awhile.. Lol.. Sempat seii..
After shower, get dress n waeted for my mum n my sis tuh get ready.. i was like very fed up uh with them.. Whenever wanna go out with them, i'm always the one who must waet for them.. Haix.. Got a msg from bestie.. She said that Hazmi wanted tuh see me recess tyme on monday about IRENE problem.. Want meet, meet uh.. Not scared uh.. I'm not in wrong sia.. Few mins ltr shikin msg, telling me tat Hazmi asked me tuh say sorry tuh IRENE.. I reply her saying, " Insyallah. If he force, tell him kirim salam sudah.. " Dhen shikin reply me saying tuh me tuh just say sorry.. i nvr reply her after that.. Ehk litsen here, I'm not going tuh say sorry tuh her until Hazmi say SORRY tuh me.. HE HAVE NO RIGHTS TUH COMMENT LIKE THAT.. HE DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TUH DESCRIBED ANYHOW.. OKAY FINE I LOOK LIKE A BOY, BUT I'M NOT.. DAMN FOOL.. YOU HAVE HURT MY FEELINGS WITH THOSE 2 WORDS.. EHK I'M A HUMAN BEING WITH FEELINGS OKAY.. IT HURT SO MUCH.. I KNOW LARH I WHO.. CIBYE NO NEED SAY ME UNTIL LIKE THAT WHAT.. ITS TRUE I CALLED YOUR GF A BIATCH BUT I DIDN'T SAY IT TUH YOU.. DAMN FOOL.. FUCKER UH SIAL.. KAU PIKIR AKU NIE APE UH.. TK DE PRASAAN NYE ORANG PE SIAL..?!! MMG GAYE AKU MCM LAKI.. TAPI KAU TK DE HAK NAK CKP AKU MCM TUH.. KAU TAU BRP SAKET HATI AKU TK.. HUH..??!!! TAK PERLU SAK KAU.. SO WAD I'M LIKE A BOY..??!!! SO WAD..??!! AKU TK GANGGU KAU PE SIAL..!! YOUR ATTITUDE IS THE FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK SAME LIKE YOUR GF LARH SIAL.. NABE CIBYE..!!

I'm sorry bestie tuh say this tuh your bestie uh.. But his tuh much uh.. I'm fucking upset now n i'm very very angry.. Please uh emily, he hurt damn fucking deep in my heart.. I'm crying ryte now writting this post.. I'm fucking hate myself.. I'm fucking hate everything i'm doin ryte now.. I'm just a USELESS BITCH that people wanna hurt me everytime.. I was always being the middle person.. I've been trying my fucking best tuh help my friends tuh solve the problem but its this wad i got after i've help..!! Ehk irene, why dont you just tell the truth tuh hym..?!! Why you must turn the story around..??!! If you think you can do that.. Think again uh sial.. I've my prove.. FYI, Shikin was actually on the line when you told my everything that yu wanted tuh tell her n emily.. N i was on loudspeaker.. My fren was there litsening.. Damn uh you.. I thought i trust you when cried otp talking tuh me.. I've been trying tuh help you but in the end you do this tuh me.. You said what, you say that i never wanna believe wadeva you were saying.. How can i bloody believe you when you yourself never do wad you wanted to say tuh Shikin n Emily.. Dah IRENE i'm fucking sick n tired of your damn fucking attitude uh sial.. I thought you were different from the others.. But i was damn fucking wrong..!! Haix.. I'm fucking upset now.. It ruin my day.. Uh FUCK uh..!!!!!!

2009-07-24T02:25:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
This is my sister n me..
My sister, Syahirah..
She a cute n cheerful girl n sometime irritating..
Hahahahahaahahha..
But i love her though she irritates me alot..
Hehe..
She have been a great sis for me.. =]
Love her alot larh seii..
This picture make look HOT cause i'm in it..
Hahahahaha..
Prasan lak me..
But its true lor..
Sister like her is difficult tuh find.. =]
Hope she find a guy that will love her for wad she is..
And if get tuh noe, her guy break her heart, DAMN i'm gonna kick that guy ass off man..
Hahahaha..

Today wake up around 6.15am as my mum forget tuh wake me up.. She was like watching her recorde show.. I wake u asked her why never wake me up.. She apologise tuh me.. I said its okay.. =] After shower, after get dress, went tuh meet Kak Ilah at her house.. Dhen went school together.. I was like no mood in the morning cause had a so call fight otp yesterday with sumone.. Which the name i would not say.. I was DAMN fed up uh.. My freind, Mar, n me was like helping that someone to solve that someone problem.. Dhen that someone asked me when can my friend keep quiet.. I was like, " DAH LA MALAS UH NAK LAYAN U..!! ".. Dhen that someone hang up otp.. Told that someone, " Ehk, just dont call me sister weady uh.. I had enough with your attitude.. I' fucking tired of your damn nonesense uh.. Just fuck off of my life uh.. You have hurt my friend's feeling uh.. HATE it alot.. I here helping you to solve your problem and you give me this kind of attitude uh.. No wonder my friend's pun tak suke you.. Have a nice life without me in it.. Good bye and GOD BLESS YOU..!! " I was like fucking fed up on that point of time.. Had my normal lesson.. After school suppose tuh meet IRENE.. Tuh solve her problem with my bestie.. But in the end, she said nothing tuh my bestie.. I was like IDOT sia, I told Irene that tell whatever you want to tell tuh my bestie n end it by today.. Budden at last get tuh noe she SAID NOTHING..!! WTF is that suppose tuh mean..?!! You said you want it all, but you yourself did not said anything..!! NOWS WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM..!! I'm sick n tired of you nonsense larh IRENE..!! Your just a LIAR that can ACT infront of me..?!! Hey litsen up n litsen carefully, " HOW CAN THE FUCK I SUPPORT YOU.. WENT YOU YOURSELF MAKE LIKE THIS TUH ME..!! YOU HURT MY BESTIE N SHIKIN..!! YOU ALREADY GET HYM SO JUST FUCK OFF..!! HATE ALL THE LIES YOU HAD TOLD ME..!! YOU CRIED OTP WENT TALKING TUH ME BUT ITS THAT ALL TRUE..?!! DONT FOOL ME BY YOUR ACTING AGAIN UH..!! I TELL YOU THIS, I WONT EVER FALL FOR IT EVER AGAIN..!! DAMN FOOL..!! " Haix.. Why must i be like this..?!! This thing had made me so confuse n all.. I'm damn fucking stress rite now..!! ARRRGGGGHHHH..!! Just atop all this nonesense please..!! Continue my story after school.. After i was fed up with what happened earlier, Rachel n me went tuh my house tuh study.. I studied SS n Mathetics.. Damn la.. But after awhile i'm VERY VERY HAPPY..!! Hahahahahahahahhahaha.. 3.30pm, sent Rachel tuh bustop n she went home uh.. After that, otp awhile with ppl n dhen i'm here writing this post larh... I'm damn fucking tired ryte now.. I want tuh rest but i can't cause keep thinking of stuff.. Haix..!! Okay larh maybe i go rest now n dhen maybe i'll feel better..

Hey Bestie,
Dont sad weady larh.. I'm here always for you okay.. Just heck care of that IRENE larh.. She is just a BIATCH..!! Hahahaha.. Dah i say it..!! I now its hard for you tuh get over with hym but at least try okae bestie..!! Syg you alot alot okay.. Cheer up =]

To Sis,
You better change your attitude uh.. I dont like it the way you treat me n my freind.. I kno i've been hush tuh you uh.. But you must know how i been tahaning your prangai.. If you change your attitude maybe i'll accept you back okay.. You also CHEER UP =] Just damn heck care of IRENE okay.. I'm still loving you sis.. Hope you forgive for the hush words.. :(

To Irene,
HATE YOU LYING TUH ME..!! YOU HAVE HURT MY BESTIE N MY SIS ALOT..!! YOU GOT HYM WEADY SO JUST FUCK OFF..!! I DON'T CARE UH IF YOU READ THIS OR HE READ THIS..!! ITS MY BLOG ITS MY SAY..!! SO GOD BLESS YOU..!!

THANK YOU FOR READING..
Take good care READERS..!!
[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
aka
HaNdsomE..
xoxo

2nd post for todae..

2009-07-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
Okae its a wierd thing for me,
idk y i feel lyke posting again..
Hahahahaha..
Weird gyler cn..?
I'm the type who actually lazy tuh post two tyme..
I tink eat tuh much medicine tats y..
Hahahaha...
Okae, this post gonna be random uh..
I'm sick n tired of u lying tuh me..!!
First u cared n dhen u dun at all..!!
Wads is ur FUCKING motive..?!!
Please gib me an answer cn..?
I gave all the things u want but y u treat me like so DAMN FUCK lyke tat..?!! Okae i noe i who oni uh..
But must u like do tat tuh me..?!
Sumtime i feel like u r just treating me like ur " SPARE TYRE ".. I feel tat wen u boring n u dun hab some one tuh entertain u, u come find me..!! Ehk u tink i wad, no feeling person type uh..?!! You sae u appreciate me so much n u sae u miss me so much, must i like believe wad u sae tiz tuh me..?!! I'm sick of tired of ur liars..!! Sometime u make me HAPPY ttm dhen u make me SAD ttm..!! U noe how hurt tk, my heart..?!! N u just making urself CHEAP..!! Sorry tuh sae tiz but I cnnt thn liao.. There's a tyme wen i'm sick u die2 asked me tuh eat medecine, n wen now i'm sick, lying in my bed, i sae tuh u tat i'm nt feeling well, u just sae oh..!! Wads the "OH" suppose tuh mean..?!! Care me dhen dun dhen care dhen dun..?!! Wad the FUCK r u trying tuh do..?!! I guess its better tat ryte i dun care u at all larh..!! I'll be wasting my BLOODY tyme just tuh care for u..!! I better off cared for somebody else..!! If u r just treating me like a " SPARE TYRE " , just DAMN FUCK OFF of my lyfe larh..!! Just go wip ur other frens okae..!! So GOD BLESS YOU..!!

Hahahahahahha... Amcm fierce tk..? Hahahaha.. Wah... I feel much better.. I noe u guys are wondering hu i'm toking abt.. Hahahaha.. Its for me tuh noe n for u tuh find out okae..!! Hahahahaha.. Wahseii, tired gyler uh..!! So off i go for my rest okae.. Take Care.. Love u guys..!!
[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

2009-07-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
Try tuh wake up tiz morning for school..
But my body keep telling me not tuh get off the bed..
I was sick for tat moment..
Ytd weady i keep coughing..
Actually last Fridae,
I started coughing..
My body all sore..
Some more last Saturday,
I went out wip Norris all..
It was a last minute thing oso..
I text Liyana, asked if she want tuh go study wip me..
But end up she ajak me go town wip Norris n her mum..
I oso said agreed, forgeting tat i was sick..
So i washed up n meet them at Bukit Panjang..
We took 190, the bus was full but we manae tuh get aboard..
We drop down at CK Tangs.. We went tuh eat at the Ayam Penyet Restaurant.. I didn't eat uh, coz i eaten at home wead.. So ordered Ice Chendol oni.. While the rest eat, i was lorh.. Hahahahahah.. Pity ryte.. Hahaha.. Uh dun care uh, eaten weady wad not tat i haven eat mah.. Hahahaha.. So, after eating we walked around CK Tangs.. Walked n walked n walked.. Norris's mum n Liyana went tuh look around at the "BAG" section, while Norris n Me went tuh test2 perfume.. Norris spray here n there.. I was like uh, nice nice.. Hahahahhaha.. Dhen Norris mum paid the stuff she bought.. Dhen we went up tuh dunno wad section.. hahaha.. Forget uh.. Walked n see, walked n see but I nvr buy anything.. Hahahahaha.. Dhen frm CK Tangs, we walked tuh Far East.. Same thing walked n walked.. See n see.. The basement level like at Bugis stress sia.. Norris n Me wonder off just two of us again.. We went inside " Idk wad the shop name " , Norris finding for her eyebrow stud.. Found, asked me which wan nice.. I said all nice but the Black n Red one nicer... So she asked her mum for $$$, dhen she pay, we find place tuh sit down awhile cause Norris's mum n Liyana's mum tired.. While they we sitting, Norris saw Lynn n her frens.. Norris pull me n asked me is tat Lynn.. DHen i waslyke waet u stay her.. I walked 1 big round just tuh hab a confermation if tat gal is Lynn.. Hahahahahahha.. Dhen Norris n Me, purposely walked around n wanted tuh see if Lynn notice us.. Dhen Lynn n her fren was lyke in this women shop, dhen Norris pull me inside the shop, step want see clothes.. Suddenly, " Ehk Sri..?", Rina said tuh Lynn.. Lynn turn n was lyke surprise tuh see us there.. She pinch Norris cheek saying Norris is cute n she lyke her.. Dhen Lynn shake my handlyke idk how.. Dhen asked if we two oni.. Dhen i sae nole wip her mum oso lyke twice.. Hahahahaha.. Weird sia me.. Dhen we wonder off again.. Dhen met the rest n plan tuh walked back tuh CK Tangs.. Dhen Liyana n mum went home while Norris, her mum, her youger sis n me, went tuh take 143 bus.. We plan tuh go VIVO.. Reached Vivo, went tuh toilet first.. Dhen walked2 n see2.. Dhen we went tuh TOY R US.. Alot of toys sia.. See2, touched2 dhen walked out.. We go tuh Hobourfront coffee shop n meet Norris Father.. We eat there.. I actually dun wan eat but Norris's mum blanja me eat so i eat uh.. Hahahahahahaha.. Lol.. After eating went home by Norris's car.. The father send me home.. Reached home aroung 10 pm.. Bathe dhen tok otp awhile dhen sleep.. Dhen todae, wanna go school but not feeling well so i didn't go school lorh.. Wake up at 9.30 am, waeting for mum tuh come back frm yishun.. She went tuh send my grandpa tuh my aunt house.. Msg wip my frens.. Dhen mum call asked me cum down.. So i come down, n we took the cab n wen tuh clinic.. At the clinic, "SIAO SIAO" alot of ppl inside.. Waeted for my name tuh be called, i was told tuh wear a mask.. Dhen while waeting for my turn tuh see the doctor, i took a pic (on top) for this blog.. Hahahahahaha.. When the doctor wanted tuh check my throat, she was like very far from me sia.. I tink she scared i gt the H1N1 virus.. Hahahaha.. dhen got tuh noe i gt throat infection.. Hahahahaha.. Lol.. Tot gt wad sickness, check2 throat infection only.. But the funny part y my body all aching uh..? Haix.. Doctor gib me MC n i was excused for p.e tml.. WALAO..!! Sad sia cnnt p.e.. Haix.. After tat, went home, eat medicine n now i writing tis post.. My head is spinning.. So i guess i go rest first lorh.. Bye.. Taking Care.. :-)
[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

2009-07-12T00:19:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
There once have a girl name, Sri..
She is a wonderful girl who love tuh make friends..
She was so call "KICK" by MOE tuh,
CHESTNUT DRIVE SECONDARY SCHOOL..!
At first she dunno where the hell is the school..
She is freaking out beacause she nvr heard of the school before..
At first she wanted tuh transfer school,
but as she think back, very leceh..
So she changes her mind n stay at the school..
As she was in Sec 1,
she was once a stealer..
She n her fren stole ppl's hp..
One day she was caught by a teacher..
She sae out the name who was involve..
After that incident,
her fren was caught along wip her HATE her so much..
They anti her too the max.. She was bullied every single day in the class.. She cried every night n day just think of her FUCKING lyfe.. After the whole sec 1 year she was upset.. She didn't want tuh continue at that school.. But she had a strong heart n continue schooling.. In sec 2, she thought after a year of sadness, happiness would come.. But she was wrong.. For two months her classmates wad good tuh her.. But tat it start all over again.. Her classmate start tuh anti her again.. As she think back, " What did i do wrong..?".. She nvr did anything wrong tuh them..
After awhile, she start tuh get influence by her peers.. She started smoking here n there.. She did alot of bad stuff.. She was just trying tuh fit in with the ppl around her.. She started having relationship wip guys.. But the sad thing is tat, she was alwaes been bastard by guys.. She was sick n tired of it.. In 2007, this is where the year she met somone wonderful.. That is Khalilah.. She was the wonderful sister tat i ever met.. Her craziness made me want tuh come skewl everday.. She have been wip me since then.. I was glad tat i met her.. Without her i'm nothing.. She advises me alot of things.. She even comfort me wen i'm down.. Got a day wen Khalilah n she had a fight.. A very big fight.. Khalilah almost leave her.. She cries all night until her eye was swollen.. She dun wan tuh leave Khalilah as she was everything tuh her.. But after sorting out wip Khalilah she finally forgive her.. She wanna tell her ta she treasure n appreciate her alot.. She also wanna tell her tat she really really love her alot.. She dun wan tuh loose a great SISTER like her.. As the year pass fast, she was in sec 3.. Her sec 3 life is like a rocky mountain.. There was a up n down kind of lyfe.. She was very influence wip her peers.. She dare tuh smoke in skewl.. She done it alot of tyme.. But ther was 1 tyme she get caught by a teacher.. She regret for smoking in skewl.. She beg the teacher not tuh tell her parents.. But her begging was no use.. She went home and a hell out of scolding from her parents.. She cried n cried think of her stupid mistakes.. N again she fall in love wip someone nice n charming.. She n hym keep breaking n patching up back alot of tyme.. He was a great guy.. But she was so stupid tuh play wip his heart.. She regret now.. She jus wanna tel hym tat she really appreciate wad he have done for her.. N she is very sorry tuh make hym like tat in the past.. She wanna tell hym tat she misses the moment she n hym spent together.. She just want hym tuh noe tat, she appreciate the things he has made towards her.. She also hope tat, he will find the ryte one for hym.. In 2008, she is making for friends dhen ever.. She get tuh noe her juniors.. N her lyfe is getting better.. Tat year also she went tuh her school overseas trip.. She went tuh CHINA.. She really had fun there.. At there she make more frens wip the other school tat go for trip also.. She had a wonderful memories dhen.. As tyme flies fast, now she is in Sec 4.. She had a great lyfe dhen.. Farris, Shakir, Suhaimi, Rayyan, Ahmad n etc.. She wanna tell them tat she treasure the moment wip them.. She had a bestie.. That is EMILY.. She is a cheerful, nice, crazy, good hearted n preety girl.. She was a wonderful fren.. When Emily was down she alwaes been there for her.. N when she was down Emily also been there for her.. She wanna tell Emily tat she treasure her n love her alot.. This year is a Stressing year for her.. N level coming..!! Ughhh... Fuck larh..

2009-07-04T19:00:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..
Guess wad..
I'm like in BATAM ryte now updating my dead blog..
Hahahahahahaha..
Okae..
I reached Batam at around 3pm sg tyme..
Its like Batam is late 1hr here..
There's like 13 ppl including my family go Batam..
Okae, we reached jek we go check in the hotel..
If i'm not wrong its, " HOTEL 89"...
Wad the hell,
At Singapore HOTEL 81..
Here its HOTEL 89..
Hhahahahahahahhahahaha....
Check in weady,
we went to NAGOYA HILL MALL..
Wad a weird name..
Hahahahahaha...
First thing we reached there is tat,
well OBVIOUSLY we go MAKAN first lorh..
My sis n me makan, A&W,
Its like been along tyme i didn 't eat tat..
The taste is like okok larh..
After eating,
we go SHOPPING..!!!
Woohoo...!!
Favourite part..!!
I got to buy a few stuff only coz,
the stuff there like not the nice man..!!
Where ever i walked ryte,
the ppl there look at me one kind..
Dhen they go look at my HOT PINK shade..
Like wad the hell..
I feel irritated sial..!!
We shop until 10pm Batam tyme..
We went back tuh the hotel room..
I change tuh my 3/4 pants,
dhen we went CLUBBING..!!
We went arnd 11pm Batam tyme uh..
Well its like my first tyme go Clubbing,
so i got so EXCITED seii..!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
At the door weady the music so LOUD..!!
Dhen we sat the place we booked earlier..
Went i walked in ryte,
the Hostest ( GIRL ) Smile2 at me..
Siao sia, they think wad i boii uh..?
But neh mind uh..!!
Sial uuh..
All HOTHOTHEAT sia..!!
FUCKING HOT SIOT..!!!
Grrrrrrr...
Hahahahahaha...
I order drink,
COKE uh not beer uh..!!
I good gal..!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
Sit, see the HOT CHICKS dance..
Shake hands wip the SINGER ( BOY )...
Went dance tyme ryte,
Fuhh...
Ape lagy i join uh sial..!!
But for awhile only coz i paise uh..!!
Hahahahahahahaha...
Stayed for quite long tyme uh..
Until, 3am Batam tyme..!!
Hahahahahahahaha...
Went bck tuh hotel room,
Shower dhen sleep...

Wake up,
Shower dhen went tuh breakfast..
After breakfast ryte this post..
While waeting for mum n others tuh returned from market..
Dhen we gg for a massage treatment..!!
WOOHHOOO..!!
Okae larh..
Will update pix ltr wen reached sg lorh..
Going tuh take the 5.45pm ferry Batam tyme..
Oka elarh..
Tymes up nid tuh Shut down com..!!
Taking Care..
Missing ppl in SINGAPORE weady..!!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
aka
Handsome xoxo

2009-06-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..
This are some photos i took wip,
my BESTIE Flat..!!
We took tiz crazy pics of us,
wen we were getting damn bored at the Peer Tutoring..!!
We were like tired after the HCI tutoring programme..
Damn larh my tutor nvr speak tt much..
Hmmm..
But seriously, they are damn smart man..!!
Hahahah..
Okae..
After the H.O.P.E programme,
Kak Ila, Aini n me,
decieded tuh make a surprise for Kak Yana..
Cause todae was lyke her BIRTHDAY larh..!!
I wish her earlier this morning..!!
Kak Ila teman me go home change first..
Dhen after tat as we were goin down the stairs,
Kak Ila was toking otp wip sumone..
Wen suddenly,
she misses a few step n fall on her knees..
Hahahahhahahahahhahahaha.....!!!!!
We had a GREAT laugh out laugh man..!!
Luckily Jia was not there tuh watch the action..!
If not,
I think Jia would ROFL..!!
Kak Ila n i were suppose tuh meet the others at Lot 1..!!
But i didn;t noe tt..
We boarded 188 n get down,
we took another bus tt is 300..
In the bus i asked Kak Ila,
We meet the others at wer..?
She sae at Lot 1,
n I was lyke laughing tuh myself..
Hahahahahaha..
Damn idiot sia jus now..!!
We took a one big whole round uh,
tuh get tuh Lot 1..!!
Meet the others,
teman them buy present..
Reached Kak Yana house n Surprise her..!!
She was lyke, "AAARGGHH MY HAIR MASAI UH..!!"
Hahahahahahha..
She get change n strt the small party..
Had a great laughed together..!!
Took pictures but i dun hab the pics curently..!!
N now im sitting here writing tis..
Ok larh..
Gtg ppl..!!
Taking care..

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
xoxo

Ps: I'm sorry if i make u stress.. I guess i was jealous uh.. But serious I'm truly sorry..

2009-06-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

This pictures is taken long tyme uh..
Since i was lazy tuh upload on the dae itself..
I upload todae lorh..
Tiz was pistures was wer kak ilah n me wen tuh meet them,
Jia n Kak yana..
Hahahahaha..
As usual lorh we had a great laughter together..

Okae now for the reall post lorh..
Todae woke as usual,
wen for my shower dhen eat breakfast..
Dhen watched DVD wip my sis n my cozen..
After the show finish,
we do some house chores..
I vacumm the floor,
Sis mop the floor
n my Cozen make the bed..
Hahahaha..
I can't believe tat my cozen,
can make the bed tidy sia..
Hahahahaha...
After tat,
we get dressed n off we go tuh my cozen house..
Met up wip my mum in the train..
We went tuh cozen house together..
Reached Yishun,
Played arcade wip my other cozen..
I went off tuh cozen house first cause i felt kinda bored at the arcade..
Reached cozen house,
I change my clothes..
I played wip my bby nephew..
He BOTAK now..
Hahahahahahahaha..
Supper dupper cute sia,
Like the aunty over here..!!
Hahahahahhaa..
Prasan sak..
But seriously uh,
CUUUUTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEE..!!!
At cozen house damn fucking bored lorh..
I almost fell asleep,
went Naiem reached home..
We played tahkraw for awhile..
Hahahahhaa..
Damn tired after playing..
Perspire alot..
Tyme tuh go home..
Change clothes,
dhen waet for the TEKSI..!!
Damn long sia waet..
While waeting,
i online on msn using phone..
Chat wip Shikin, kak yana, jia, Jepon n riana..
My phone jam sia..
Alot chat wip me..
N ya,
I was jus tinking uh..
Idk wad is tat BITCH intention..
My sis is so close wip her now..
Idk if i feel jealous or wad budden,
the BITCH is so damn close sia..
If u think u wan tuh snatch her frm me,
cum n try lorh..!!
Dun even think tuh poison her mind larh..
DAMN FOOL..!!
U think u who..?!!
Fuck larh u jus step in the school oni larh dey..!!
If u think i make u MALU,
dammit think properly larh..!!
Dun nk STEP SAD uh gerl..!!
FYI,
wads wip u aniwae..?!!
Tk ya nk ngok org SEMCM uh..!!
Aku ader utang kau bende pe SIAL..!!
N btw kan,
pard skul tk mo nk MULUT BESAR uh,
try tuh get ppl FUCKING ATTENTION..!!
Dah small size step small size jek uh..!!
Uh dah larh...!!!
Ingat ehk gerl,
JGN NK RAMPAS DIER DARI AKU..!!
N JGN NK POISON MIND DIER UH..!!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
aka
Boiboi
xoxo

2009-05-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hey peepos..!
Jus come home from Kak YAna n JIA house..
You guys got feel the extreme heat tk todae..?
FUCKING HOT MAN..!!
Morning2 in skewl i perspire alot..
DAMN DAMN DAMN,
HOTTTTTTTTTT..!!
At skewl like normal but todae get result uh..
Damn sadded man..!!
My favourite subjec i failed sia..
Nt my fault lorh,
its FUCKING HARD sia..!!!
Paper 1 easy larh,
but...
Paper 2, Haiya..
DAmn hard sia..!!
I oni pass three of my subject..
HAIX..!
After skewl,
Kak ilah ajak me go TAT crazy, funny,
sibling house..!!
hahahahahaha..
At their house we laughed,
here n there like no one business..!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha..
Kak ilah strted tuh tok in tamil,
then all get the virus n strt toking tamil...
Haiyoyoyoy TAmbi..!!
Hahaha...
SPECIALY TAT JIA..!
Hahahaha..
She make me laugh my heart out sia..!!
hahahaha...
We took pictures..!!
Alot pix at JIA n TINA hp..
I oni gt three but i upload to here..!
My face soooo th GHEY..!!
Ehk ehk ehk ehk..!!
GTG larh..
Hahaha..
Charlow BETEH..!
HAhaha..
Taking Care peepos..!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.IQah
aka
Boiboi
xoxo ;P

2009-05-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..

Sorry FADLULU lau i dun update frequently..!
Im quite busy this daes..
N btw THANK YOU,
for gift ppl for my b'dae..!
Nah i oni put pic la..!
I lazy wan type so much..!
Ok c u next tyme..!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.Iqah
xoxo

2009-04-30T06:21:00.000-07:00

EmoilyEmily. ^^

Hello readers! I'm here to help my dearest Iqah to blog. She's tired and also lazy. So yuh, i'm kind enough to help her post leyyyyyyyy! :@ Ha ha, err. What should i post ah? Lemme think, err, she these few days v like moodswing. And she cabot AIP today! I'm so envious of her loh, tsk. And she likes to make me anxious. That time she fooled me, she said Izad fought. And i got so anxious about it and ran to his class outside, how i know its Faizal, like wtf? Then this girl, keep laughing at my reaction. So damn bad man, tsk!

Iqah, cheer up ok. See you on saturday, i will make you go high. ;D
I love you, =)

2009-04-27T06:03:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..

I was not at skewl todae..
I was at home lying on the bed..
Sick sick sick..!
Ughh..
Budden the fun part is tat,
Safiah n Nadziah came my house..
Haha..
They wen home early from skewl todae..
Idk why the hell they do tat..
I was like drinking my milo,
my phone rings..
Safiah asked if cn go my house..
I sae aniting jus come..
Ters no one at home..

I quickly rush tuh the toilet..
Took my shower..
Half way getting dress..
Ters a knock on my door..
I quikly get dress n open the door..
Haha..
CHAK CHAK CHAK..!
Safiah n Nadz played my lappie..
While i was like,
hanging clothes outside..
I sick oso do chores okae..
haha..
After awhile,
we get bored..
We watch DVD, Chak-De..!
A hindustan movie..
Its kinda fun..
The story is about hockey..
After tat, we eat..
Dhen we watch another DVD,
Ghost story..
Idk the title..
haha..
Quite scary sia..
After tat,
they wen home n left me alone again..
Damn fucking bored larh sial..!
I try sleeping but i can't..

Called my mum asked tuh buy sum food..
I ate abit dhen my sis eat the rest..
Msg my fren no one eply..
DAMN FOOL..!!
I guess their bz..
N ya btw..
I guess, im gonna forget hym..
I deserve better..
He is good looking but...
The future im toking about..
His studies is not tat good..
Idw tuh be suffering..
Haha..
But seriously la..
He failed his Mother Tongue Languagge..
Damn..
How cn sumone failed his/her MT..?
Its damn easy la..
hahaha...
I guess ill stop here..
My head is spinning man..
Ughh..
Need some rest..
See you guys..
Take care..!!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.Iqah
aka
Boiboi
xoxo

2009-04-24T06:10:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..

Jus reached home..
From ahmad's house..
Todae is Syafiq b'dae..

HAPPY B'DAE SYAFIQ..!
SORRY I DIDN'T STAY LONG JUS NOW..!
ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING AITES..!

As usual at skewl..
Ntg much happen..
But it was a sad mood for me..
Wenever i looked at hym i feel sad.. :(
Idk y..
I guess i lyke hym so much..
Tat i could not forget hym..
I almost cry jus tinking of hym..
haix..

If he could see tat i'm the one who understand hym..
Been here along so why can't he see..?
And you've got the smile tat could light my dae..
Standing by and waiting..
All this tyme hw could u nt noe..?
He can't see the smile im faking..
And my heart's not breaking..
Cause i'm nt feeling anything at all..
And he were wild n crazy..
I'm so in love tat i acted insane..
And tat's the way i love hym..

Hope he will belong with me sumdae..
I love hym so much..
If u really want tuh noe..
Seriously,
I'm not lying..
Pls believe me..

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.Iqah
xoxo
LOVEHYMSOMUCH

2009-04-23T06:58:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..

I jus reach home..
I'm frm Norris house..
I'll bet u e wondering wad for i go her house..
So ya i go ter cause her mom's b'dae..
Her mom is my so call my CLOSE fren at mac..
She a great woman n mother..

HAPPY B'DAE KAK MAS..!
U've been the BEST..! :D

So ya..
Todae have been a SUCKISH dae..!
The reason because....
I jus get tuh noe tat he,
the guy i like,
he is getting back together wip his ex..
Haix..
Sad for me though..
I tot i had the chance but...
No i was wrong..!
Its okae..
I understand..
Good luck for getting her back aites..!
N last long okae..
Its been a great pleasure knowing u..
I noe im nt tat good looking,
im nt tat good for any guy,
im jus a piece of shit,
im rough,
i dun like girly stuff,
i dun like wearing skirt...
Its okae..
Im jus being myself..

I guess im nt good to guys eyes..
Im jus a USELESS BITCH..!!
So ya..
I guess the mood is gone,
for me tuh blog anymore for todae..
Good Nyte..!

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.Iqah
aka
Boiboi
xoxo

2009-04-22T05:16:00.000-07:00
Heyhey..

I'm back with blogging..
haha..
I dunno y i strt back..
I guess no one wan tuh litsen tuh me..
so ya here i goes..

Its been quite a suckish year for me..
First tat FUCKER show up n steal my heart..
Then i guess his nt the ryte one for me..
So i DUMPED hym like a piece of THRASH..!
N take my heart back from hym..
Haha..
Ok i noe its lame..
Its nt my fault though..
His so ungentle man la..
So inmature..
So fucking irritating..
He dun even noe how tuh take care of my feelings..!
Okae enough about hym..
I dun wan dirty my blog..
Hahaha..
Im so EVIL..!

Okae next......

Guess wad?
After i threw tat FUCKER,
I found a new one..
His nt a FUCKER though..
His kinda good looking n good hearted..
Wait there's a problem..
I dunno if he Likes me..
But the thing is,
he knows i LIKE hym..
I guess im tat OBIVIOUS..
Ok la so far we r quite close..
We do talk much now..
But...

There's this three guys chasing after me..
Its nt tat they r nt good looking or nt good hearted..
Its jus tat,
they r my BESTFREN..!
I can't jus waste my FRENSHIP..
I dun wan tuh loose such good BFF..
I sae tuh them,
"What if we break up? Will u ever gonna talk tuh me?"
They sae,
"Nola.. It won't happen.."
And eventually all three sae the same thing..
They sae like tiz now..
Wad if really happen n they dun do as they sae?
Tatz wad im afraid of..
So i guess i jus gonna waet for the ryte one..

On that note,
Tiz all i have tuh sae:-

"It gonna be long for me tuh waet for tat particullar sumone..
Tat will love me til the end of my dae..!
I noe i might take years n years..
I'm not gonna look for one..
I will let hym look for me.."

[SYG KAMU],
Sri.Iqah
aka
BoiBoi
xoxo

2009-02-05T04:35:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Sorry for the late updation uh..
School a stress nowadays..
I'm FUCKING stress ryte now..
Ppl are making rumours abt mie..
I wanna noe hu the FUCK start the rumours?!!
If u r nt happi wip me tok tuh me face tuh face la CIBYE..!!
Because of tiz i have no mood..
ARGHH!!!

I'm not gonna be updating tiz blog for quite sumtime uh..
Sorry but i nid sumtime tuh get my mood back uh.. !!

off..

2009-01-20T04:56:00.000-08:00
Hey peeps..

I very happy todae n idk y..
Hahax..
I wen tuh skewl like normal..
Todae gt humans mock exams sia..
Difficult like hell..
Tat 1 nvm.. Todae lesson was so boring..
After skewl i was suppose tuh go for maths remedial budden
i didn't go coz i had DNT tuh do.. !
After doin my damn DNT,
i wen n see my school soccer match..

CDSS vs REGENT.. !

The lower sec plae like SUX sia..
Dunno how tuh plae..
They scored 1 tat is oso taiko sia..
They lost tuh regent 5-1..
Idiot sia..
I love it wen the upper sec student plae soccer..
They plae very well..
Ters alot of HOT guys frm REGENT sia..
DAMN HOT.. !
I see them i melt sia..
The final score was 4 all..
DRAW.. ! Damn it..
But at least sumtink uh..
Wen tuh BPP after the match..
We eat at KFC for our dinner..
We headed home..

I dunno how tuh sae but i tink im having a crush on
AHQIM.. ! I realise tat his hot..
But its just oni a CRUSH though..
But the thing is tat he is younger dhen me sia..
Hahax.. Okae enough for todae..
Choas.. !

[L],
Sri.Iqah xoxo

2009-01-16T01:05:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Todae wake up automaticaly without my alarm waking me up..
Idk y oso..
Bathe, eat breakfast..
Off i go tuh school..
Todae the bus come very fast..
Hahax.. I lyke..
In the bus ter like a few ppl oni..
Usually gt alot uh..
Dhen mit Kak Ila at her house..
We went tuh school by her mom bus..
Reached school bustop..
Todae we walked up the damn hill up..
"EXERCISE" ppl sae..
Hahax..

Reached school pretty early..
I sit at the canteen wip the others..
Dig in my beg n wen i realise tat ters a TWILIGHT book..
I forgot all about it..
I borrowed it from Nissiel..
Thx Nissiel.. !
Started tuh read it until its tyme for flag raising..
Dhen continued reading it for silent reading..
Finishes silent reading period, its MT lesson..
I'm fucking bored jus now..
Coz the teacher nvr teach anything for MT n PE lesson..
Waeted for recess tyme but it feels lyke waeting fr a year tuh pass sia..

After school,
i'm suppose tuh go out wip SHAKIR..
Budden he can't coz gt soccer tournament..
Wasted sia..
Hahahahahahahaha..
So Jepon, Shark n me wen tuh Bpp AGAIN.. !
I'm getting bored of tat place..
After we had no idea tuh go wer,
i sae i wan go home coz i'm suppose tuh fetch my sis frm her school
after her net ball budden she go home weady..
SIANZ SIA..

Now i'm here dying of boredem..
hahahaha...
Okae la ntg tuh write liao..

[L],
Sri.Iqah

2009-01-15T05:07:00.000-08:00
Heyhey peeps..

Haix.. Todae have been a very long n tiring dae..
Jus started school n I had a Mock exam..
Wad the Hell...
Wake up pretty early jus tuh study..
I drank coffee before going school..
Tuh make me awake wen doin the test..
I'm really stress tiz year..
I get my N level Theme on my DNT..
Theme is MOVEMENT..
WTH..! Wad am i gonna invent sia..
I nid some idea ppl..
ARGHH!!!
No mood.. !!

off

2009-01-10T04:18:00.000-08:00
Emily,

Its been 4 daes i've not tok tuh you..
I noe u r mad at me about tat thing..
I noe i promise u i want tuh quit..
I noe i've lied tuh u tat i've stop weady..
Budden i'm truly sorry..
I dun want our frenship tuh be gone just lyke tat..
I've been missing ur laughters, smile, joke n most of all toking tuh YOU.. !
Emily.. Pls forgive me.. I dun mean all tat..
Pls i beg u.. I'm SORRY..!
If u nid me tuh kneel down n beg for forgiveness, I will EMILY.. !
U noe how hard for me tuh quit ryte..
I've tried my best weady..
I can't sleep properly coz of tiz..
EMILY.. !
At least smile at me..
Or something..
I dun wan tuh loose a good fren like u..
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY.. !

From my bottom of my heart,
Sri.Iqah

2009-01-10T03:57:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Sorry for the lacked of updation..
I was bz all this dae..
Bz studying, bz with werk n stuff..

Todae wake up very early coz gg tuh Bugis wip frens..
I noe its weird for me tuh go bugis early morning..
I went Bugis early because my fren gt school event in the school..
So i mit my fren at 10am infront of bpp..
We waet 15min for the bus..
In the bus i fall asleep.. Hahax..
Tired seii..
Reached Bugis around 11+..
We went tuh have our breakfast at coffee shop..
First tyme i eat there..
The food is delicious enough tuh eat..
Dhen we wen tuh the Super Hero shop..
The stuff is freaking expensive seii..
I can't afford tat kind of price so,
we wen BUGIS STREET.. !
I was finding for SubCrew cap budden can't find..
I did not bought alot of stuff..
01. Shoe
02. T-Shirt (2 pieces)
03. Tie

After shop until tired, we went back..
Budden i did not..
I mit Jepon at bpp..
We went tuh KFC tuh eat..
After eating, Jepon want buy mentos..
While walking tuh the shop, a gurl purposely bump into me..
I sae sorry..
Dhen i realise tat Why the Hell i sae tat..
Its not me hu bump into her wad..
Dhen tat one nvm, she tsk me n stared at me..
WTH.. ! Tiz kind of ppl oso have uh?
Sianz..
Dhen i wen back home..

[L],
Sri.Iqah

2009-01-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming backto show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with youyeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life
When i'm with youI'll make every second countcause i miss you, whenever your not aroundwhen i kiss you
i still get butterfliesyears from now
I'll make every second countwhen I'm with you
when I'm with you
whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

2009-01-05T02:30:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Sowie for the lack of updation.. ! Hahax..
Its skewl dae todae n its SUX.. !
I nid tuh wake up like at 5.30am..
Took a long shower..
Dhen i was lyke damn sleepy..
Get dressed n sytle my hair lyke usual..
Get out of my bloody house at 6.15am..
Hahax.. Idk y i go out so early..
Mit my fwen at her house..
Waeted for her tuh get ready..
While waeting i eat my bread tat my mum prepare for me..
Hahax.. Nice seii the bread.. LOL..

Took the bus..
Reached skewl bustop around 7.02am..
Waeted for the shuttle bus for awhile..
In the shuttle bus, i spotted a few student wearing the same beg as mine..
Budden their material is diff frm mine..
Mine lyke pillow.. Hahax..
Must reached skewl by 7.15am coz
i nid tuh raise the flag for flag raising..
Its lyke my first tyme doing tat so i shook while pulling the flag up..
Its so obvious tat my pledge taker saw me shaking..
Hahax..

After the damn 5 min lyke tat, tyme for silent reading..
After silent reading, go tuh DNT class..
First lesson only got test..
STUPID Andy Chia..!
Dhen Mother Tongue lesson..
I was lyke in the same class wip tat ARIAN..!
Dhen Social Studies..
Ouh ya now my recess is at 11am..
Fuck sia.. I usually get hungry around 9am..
So nid tuh waet for a couple of hour tuh recess..
After SS, FINALLY recess..
Hahax.. I ate rice..
After tat, English lesson wip Mrs. Kalai..

We never study but we did target setting..
This yr is my 'N' Level seii..
Cannot play2 liao..
Must die2 study hard siol..
After 1hr of the Eng lesson..
We went tuh the hall for assembly..
Haix.. Must sit on the bloody hot n stuffy HALL..!
Lyke normal we welcome the juniors..
Introduce them tuh some of our Teacher..
Dhen had a prize giving ceremony..
Dhen end the school wip some advise from Principal..

Headed tuh BPP..
Eat KFC wip peers..
Dhen i slack wip Jia Wei n Jepon all..
Get out of the place around 5.30pm..
Waeted for the bloody bus tat is freaking late..
In the bus spotted some HOT guys..!
Hahax..
In the bus i've been tinking seii..
I can't waet for 9 Jan..
Hahax.. Got presentation on the CHINA TRIP..!
WOOHOO..!!

Home..
Took a shower..
Now writing this blog while eating Kinder Bueno..!
N now i'm freaking bored..
Okae la ntg tuh blogged liao..
Bye..!

[L],
Sri.Iqah.. xoxo

2008-12-29T05:33:00.000-08:00
Hey peeps..

Woke up at 6.25am todae.. If not for school i wont wake up tis early.. I'm suppose tuh mit Emoily at Pending LRT at 7.30am budden i went out of my house at 7am.. Walked tuh the bustop.. Dhen its started tuh rain heavily.. Waeted for quite sumtime for the bus tuh arrive.. Bloody shit i'm alweady late seii.. The bus arrive at 7.15am.. I msg Emoily n Shazlina they did not eply me seii.. Sadded for awhile.. Wen i reached Pending LRT i only saw Shazlina standing ter alone.. I tot i was the only one hu was late budden i'm not.. I msg Emoily again, still no reply.. Dhen i kol her, she was like, " Uh, hello.. Wad?", in a sleepy tone.. Dhen she sae waet arhh.. I tink she when n looked at her watched n found tat she late.. She quickly sae "WAET FOR ME UH.. !", i haven sae finish she put down the phone weady.. Hahax.. Tat Emoily.. We took 184 n walked tuh skool.. We wen tuh Foyer n dhen Canteen n dhen tuh the Staffroom Workshop tuh do our slideshow.. I love the slide show alot.. You guys must love the slides tat is showing my funny moments.. Hahax.. Its meant for Mr Hoe, our next year DM.. Hahax.. I wanted tuh see his reaction on my Crazy hairstyle tat Gadis made for me.. Lolx.. After doin all the slides, Shazlina n me wen tuh Canteen for our Npcc meeting.. I tot it will took a long tyme budden it took us 15 mins only.. Dhen walked tuh bustop wip Emoily, Shazlina n Aslina.. Shazlina wen tuh take LRT while we three took 75.. After tat we wen seperate way.. They wen tuh buy their skool uniform..

I wen tuh Bpp Mac n mit my Crazy fren, Liyana.. We ate KFC first dhen we wen tuh Finah house.. N idk for wad.. Liyana sae its 5min walked frm Bpp tuh Finah house budden it took us 15mins seii.. Hahax.. Reached Finah house, i was feeling abit tired.. Finah n Liyana was chatting along, while i doze off at Finah's sis bed.. I can't take it uh.. Tired seii coz yesterdae sleep at around 2.30am.. I was toking tuh Liyana on the phone.. Okae.. I was awaken by aloud music.. Still abit tired.. Wake up, look into mirror n tidy up my hair.. Lolz.. I was freaking bored n wen tuh plae around wip Finah's hair.. I tell you at her house i keep laughing like mad woman seii.. I tink i'm gonna get nightmare seii.. Plae n plae until Finah asked me tuh massage he head for awhile.. Dhen i massage uh.. After tat, Finah asked Liyana n me if we wan tuh eat wip her? I was like okae no prob.. If its come tuh food i wont reject de.. hahax.. Finish eating, we wen tuh Liyana's house tuh watch, THE PERFECT SNOGGING.. The show was nice budden some parts i dun understand..

After finish watching, I headed home wip Finah.. I wen n took the bus wer is near wip Finah's house.. So we accompany each other uh.. Took bus headed home.. Took a shower.. N now here i'm writing tis blogged la.. Wad else.. N i'm freaking bored ryte now coz ters ntg to do seii.. Okae la i tink until here la..

[L],
Sri.Iqah xoxo..

2008-12-26T10:08:00.000-08:00
Never say I LOVE YOU
If you dont really care...

Never talk about Feelings
If they aren't really there. . .
Never hold my hand,
If you gonna break my
heart
Never say you going to...
IF YOU DON'T PLAN TO START
Never look into my eyes...
if all you do is LIE

NEVER SAY HI
Goodbye
IF YOU REALLY MEAN
If you really mean forever
THAN SAY YOU WILL TRY

Never say forever
CUZ FOREVER
makes me CRY

;this is for HYM.. !
frm my bottom
of my heart..

;The rose you once gave

2008-12-26T09:28:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Yesterdae i woke up at 2pm..
OMG.. !
Do some house chores..
Took a shower..
Iron my my werk uniform..
Eat my meal..
I bake cake for the macdonald crew..
Coz its CHRISTMAS.. !
Dhen off i go tuh werk..

Its raining n i hate tat coz must bring umbrella..
While waeting for the bus,
there's a chinese young couple quarrel at the bustop..
I was like, "Erm.. No other better place tuh quarrel uh?"
I did not sae infront of them la, i was like saying in my heart..
They quarrel very long seii..
Bus oso have not arrive..
Suddenly, they stop quarreling seii..
Haha.. So funny.. Quarrel, quarrel dhen suddenly stop..
Like IDIOT sia..
Finally bus came..
Inside bus, I've been "SQUASH" by two very huge size, indian girl..
I was very patient at tat point of tyme..
Lucky they get down two stops wer i boarded the bus..
If nt i tink i become prata sia.. hahax..

Reached werk, i was abit early..
Punched in..
The worst station i had tuh do, LOBBY.. !
I just do uh, i dun wan tuh argue mah..
Luckily, tat dae not many ppl eat at ter..
My lobby was clean n tidy..
I relax oni.. hahax..
Usually, alot of ppl dhen i must wash alot of trays..
Okae la frankly my dae was fun n enjoyable..
Lazy uh wan tuh described..

Todae i woke up at around 11.45am..
Took a shower..
Eat breakfast..
Fold clothes, cooked rice, sweep n mop the floor..
Iron my uniform..
Watched tb while waeting for the tyme..
Off i go tuh werk..

Punched in..
Fries station..
Very hot sia do fries..
Can get sun tan ter.. Hahax..
I'm serious..
Dhen change station tuh runner..
Teached junior hoe tuh do runner..
Had my break wip my bestfren Liyana n Yana..
I eat Fillet extra cheese wip Small Ice Milo..
We laughed n laughed while eating until manager scolded me..
I spill a cup of water n i had tuh clean it up..
After break, i wen tuh my runner station back..
Dhen last minute change station go kitchen..
Around nine plus, Liyana told me tat she finish werk at 2am..
Manager extend he tyme..
I hate tat coz i can't go home wip her..

Punched out..
Wen home wip Ivon n Wei Ping..
Slacked awhile dhen took the last bus home..
Reached home..
Shower, eat..
N now i'm here writing tiz n feeling kinda bored..
Still can't sleep coz i drank coffee in the morning..
N now ter ntg i've tuh blogged..
Bye.. !

[L],
Sri.Iqah

;The rose you once gave

2008-12-23T08:24:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Yesterdae i woke up pretty early..
Hahax..
Took a shower had my breakfast..
Follow sis cut her hair wip cozen n mum..
It took quite sumtime, dhen she's done..
After tat we went home watched Wild Child..
Its quite fun lah..

Had a last minute plan..
We went tuh Woodlands Cathay..
We watched Yes Man..
I had tuh pay for my cozen for the tix..
He dun hab enough money..
So wad the heck he's juz 11..
The show is DAMN funny..
Okae let me summarise the story for u guys..

Ters a guy called Carl..
He likes tuh sae No n he likes tuh turned down on ppls offers..
He werks in a bank..
He has divorce wip his wife called Stephanie..
He had a bestfren tat has been engaged for 2 yrs..
One dae, he was having lunch jus outside his werk place..
When his old fren came by and told hym about his current life..
His been saying Yes tuh everything after he attended a Yes Man Course..
He gave Carl the Yes Man flyers n asked hym tuh attend it..
He sae it will change his life totaly..
At first, Carl don't believe it..
Budden he wanted tuh giv it a try so he attend it..
After the course, he was about tuh get in his car,
a homeless guy asked Carl if he could send hym tuh tis park tat i forget the name.. hahax..
Carl had tuh sae Yes bcoz he had attended the course..
While otw tuh tat park, the homeless guy borrowed Carl's phone n tok until his battery was dead..
After reaching the place, the homeless guy borrowed few dollars from Carl n he had tuh give it..
Bad luck fall on tuh hym.. His car was out of fuel.. Hahax..
He had tuh wad a few miles tuh get some fuel..
Dhen he met a lady n she offered hym a ride on her bike..
She drives really fast..
They took pictures n the lady kisses hym..
He was of course shocked.. He jus met tat lady..
Its kinda long so i jus skip till the ending part.. hahax..
Carl fall in love wip the lady tat he jus met..
They donated a lot of clothes tuh the charity..
Guess wer they get th clothes frm?
Duh.. Of course frm the ppl hu attended th Yes Man Course.. Hahax..
At last the ppl hu wen tuh the course was naked.. Hahax..
I tell you MUST watched Yes Man..

After watching the movie, we went tuh yishun tuh plae Bumper Car..
I had not plaed tat game for quite sumtime..
Although its fun but abit boring coz the only thing is fun ter is Bumper Car..
Headed home..
Took a shower n...
Gone tuh my LALA land..

Todae woke up freaking late..
I woke up at 2pm..
Took a shower..
Do some house chores..
And off tuh werk..
Reached werk place, Punch in..
Manager sae Kitchen Station..
I was like "Huh.. Kitchen uh.. Okae la.."..
I nid tuh acept it coz my Big Boss was ter..
6pm, change tuh DK Station (Ice-Cream)..
Tat was the most BORING station i had ever done..
Ters no one i can tok tuh, it was freaking bored..

Had my break, Hot Tea n McSpicy..
Eat finish, still hungry dhen when tuh buy ice cream..
Bck tuh my werk..
Doin at DK feels like the tyme is moving very slow..
I strted my stocking up at 10pm..
By the tyme, I us punched out n head home la..
At around 11pm, manager extended my tyme..
I help the counter as it is service in..
After tat, I washed the trays n wipe..
Dhen i punched out..

Headed home..
Took a shower n now im here writing tiz..
I have ntg tuh blog weady until next tyme..
Bye.. !

[L],
Sri.Iqah [23.12.08]

;The rose you once gave

2008-12-20T08:39:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

The reason i'm not writing for the past two daes is..
Ters ntg interesting tat i wan tuh tok about..
It has been boring for the past two daes..
Omg.. !
Do anybody has any plans to go out?!!

I can rot la lyke tiz..
HAIYO!!
BORING LA!!!!!!!
I really nid a miracle.. !
ARGH.. !!!!!!!

off

;The rose you once gave

2008-12-18T04:52:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Wake up pretty late yesterdae..
Slept at 3.30am..
I took my shower everything..
Wen out mit Jepon n the others..
Waeted for the bus for quite a long tyme..
I dig in my bag for my wallet wen i realise tat i left it at home..
Quickly rushed home take my wallet n waet for 15 mins for the bus to arrive..
Reached Bpp..
Mit them outside Mac..
We walked around Bpp..
After tat accompany LaLa go smoke at the back of Bpp..
We slacked awhile n dhen i wen off tuh werk la..
At werk, its freaking bored..
Alot of my close fwen nvr werk..
N sumore i was at the counter station..
I hate tat coz its boring for me..

I had my break at 6.18pm..
Damn it.. I want go at 6.30pm budden manager nvr give..
I eat Macspicy the burger alone along with Hot Tea..
I had my break wip Rosnani..
More boring.. Idk wad tuh tok tuh her..
After eating, I wen outside tuh have some fresh air..
Dhen wen in back..
Manager keep asking me wen i'm punching in bck..
Fed up seii.. I'm having my break wad, y must disturb.. ?

Punch in..
Back tuh my counter, taking orders..
Around 10+, an army guy come to my counter..
Guess wad he ordered?
12 apple pies, 12 Double Cheese Burger n 2 Mc Wings..
OMG!! I was seriously shocked at tat point of tyme..
Hahax.. Kitchen crew tot i'm joking..
I sae i'm nt joking, the customer have paid me..
Tat was a really larged order..
Kitchen crew was having a hard tyme tuh prepare the order in a short amount of tyme..
I seriously pity them, lucky i'm nt in the kitchen station..
If nt i die together wip them..
Hahax..

Its a very tiring dae for me..
Been standing up for hours..
Headed home..
Took a shower n dhen had my supper..
I tot I can have my sleep budden wen i lie down on the bed my eyes r wide open..
Damn it.. Hate tat wen happen..
Msg my fwen asked her tuh call me..
I tok on the phone until 3.30am again..
Dhen i can sleep..

Todae wake up late AGAIN.. !!
WTF.. !!
I was late.. I'm suppose tuh mit my fwen at 12pm tuh accompany her tuh take her N-level result..
N its alweady 10.45am.. I quickly wake up..
Choose clothes n iron it..
Took my shower n sadly not enough tyme for me tuh eat my breakfast..
Get dressed n CHIONG tuh the bustop..

Wen i reached my fwen's block, she was waeting for me who is fashionably late..
Hahahahahahahahahahahahax...
We wen tuh West Mall tuh buy my coffee at Coffee Bean..
I was damn sleepy..
We took the Mrt to CCK tuh mit the others..
I noticed tat each others faces was freaking NERVOUS sia..
In the bus, my fwen keep shaking the leg..
Hahax.. I tried calming them down..

Get down the bus..
We walked up the hill.. Its freaking tired..
The nearer we get tuh the school, the more nervous they get..
Jus by looking at them, I'm scared tuh take my N-levels..
Budden no choice i had tuh take it or else i'll be stuck at my school..
Actually they were late..
They must be in school by 2pm budden its alweady 2.05pm..
They quickly rush up tuh the Hall..
I waeted for them at the canteen n while waeting I litsen tuh my music..

I waeted for quite sumtime, wen i saw one of my fwen rushed tuh the ladies..
I also rushed tuh the ladies n found her crying..
I asked wads her marked..
She nvr sae anything, she jus gave me the result slip..
She get's 12 points n tat mean she go ITE..
She was very2 sad.. She tot she cn go Sec 5 budden cannot..
I calmed her down n tel her its not the end wad..
She still can study n go poly, but its a longer route..
My another fwen get 7 point..
She was happy n sad.. Idk y, she dun wan tuh tel..

After all was settle down, we wen tuh Bpp tuh eat..
FINALLY i can eat.. OMG!!
My tummy was very hungry n its been growling from jus now..
We wen tuh KFC.. I'm sick n tired of Mac..
Actually after eating we were suppose tuh watch movie budden cancel..
We headed home.. But i nvr go home straight..
I wen tuh my fwen house for awhile dhen i headed home..

Took a shower.. N now i'm here writing my blog..
I've ntg tuh blogged liao.. So until the next tyme..
Chaows..

[L],
Sri.Iqah[18.12.08]

;The rose you once gave

2008-12-16T08:25:00.000-08:00
I did nt sleep well on 15 dec 2008..
So i wake up very early yesterdae..
Took a shower n have my breakfast..
Do some chores n watch tv..
Feel bored n went to BPP mit my fren..
Stay ter about few damn hours..
Reached home around 8.30pm..

Took a shower n played PSP..
Its a boring dae..
Wanted to play laptop budden sis is using it..
Hate it wen she use it..
She took her bloody damn tyme tuh plae..
I plae PSP while waeting for mum tuh get home from werk..
Moms home, took her phone n on9..
Chat wip Alyssaa n Flat 4 awhile n started blogging..

Now, i really cnt fall asleep..
Hate that, it happen all the tyme wen im having problems wip my family..
Jus feeling bored at home cause im alwaes be their punching bags..
Haix..Haix..Haix..

[L],
Sri.Iqah[17.12.08]

;The rose you once gave

Fuck up dae..

2008-12-09T01:14:00.000-08:00
Hey blog..

Sowie i DID NOT write for the last few daes.. I was too bz taking care of my grandfather..

Todae was a very irritating dae.. I was scolded for ntg by my father.. I was eating chicken with my sis n cozen wen suddenly my father come asked y never leave some chicken for hym.. I oni ate 3 piece n the rest is my sis n cozen eat.. So to avoid my sis to get scolded, i sae i dunno if he wan the chicken beacause in my life he nvr asked some from me n my sis.. He sae,"Y eat nvr leave some for hym?!! Everytime eat nvr tink of parent!!".. WTH!! I was shocked wen he sae like tis.. He nvr been tis hush to me n my sis.. He usually not like tis but recently his been acting like tis.. I tink he stress wip his work.. Budden y must i be his punching bag?!! Y?!! Irritating uh alwaes get scolded wen im nt in the wrong..

My sis also the same irritating.. She alwaes irritates me wen im doin my own stuff.. If she wants my attention she can just sae tat.. No nid to irritates me la.. WTH!! I nid my own private time too.. Another thing was my grandfather.. Wah, SUPER irritating n stubborn.. I noe i his sick but must he also irritates me?!! He noes he can't walked properly, but still he keep walking in n out of his room.. Dhen now his memory is not tat good.. Got one time i sae to hym tat he had eaten his madicine but he still dun wan to litsen, dhen scold me, AGAIN for ntg.. I get fed up wen ppl scold me for ntg.. Tatz y i dun like to stay at home.. I alwaes find a reason to get out of the house.. Wen i do tat my Mother, scold me.. I tried explaining to her but she dun wan to litsen.. Haix.. Idk wad to do alweady.? Can someone help me??

[L],
Sri.Iqah

;The rose you once gave

All About Me.!!

2008-12-06T21:10:00.000-08:00
Heyhey..

Sri Nurafikah named by parents.. Juz call me Iqah.. My birthday falls on 07 May 1993.. I stay at Bukit Batok St. 34 Blk 337.. Used to school in St. Anthony's Primary School.. Now in Chestnut Drive Secondary School.. Cca is National Police Cadet Corps.. I have a younger sister named, Nur Syahirah, juz call her Hira.. I LOVE singging, cycling n of course SHOPPING!! Jus HATES betrayer, back stabber n most of all BITCHES!! N ya before i FORGET, here's my email for friendster n msn : fire_girl_337@hotmail.com.. Do add me up orytes.. I tink tatz All About Me.!!

[L],
Sri.Iqah

;The rose you once gave